the thoughts

2010-05-22T18:24:00.002+05:30

yours truly is no longer on blogspot.

rainbow !

2009-12-22T14:55:00.004+05:30

hey!

i thot i've warned u people that there will be less updates when i'm home right? but i know u guys been missing me thats why i'm here ;)

well so far my holiday is GREAT & fully occupied! just got back from Kuala Lumpur few days back with my family. did some shopping , and bought myself a super awesome studded ankle boot which i'm not going to show here, but seriously UBER cool weihh! HAHAH! just spot me when i wear them! ;pp

oh and theres one gorgeous bag that i really wanted to buy the other day but considering the fact that i got mountain of bags already & the bag is kind of over-priced for me & i have to control my spending so yeah bye bye gorgeous bag... ;// FOR NOW. lets just hope i can control myself till 4th Jan or else, u might wanna check my blog again for a special "gorgeous bag" update! (omg so typical!)

other than shopping malls, my holiday is more of spending time with the family. makan2, lepak2, tgk tv, u know the usuals...and it felt so good to be home. i really dont wanna go back to INDIA ;/ just 12 days left & hello BORING life ! blerghh...

just a random picture from my blackberry; so that this post will not be so dull ;)

ok! thats all for now. i might be going to Singapore for boxing day with my best friend and i'll update u guys about that once i'm back ;)

take care !

last time .

2009-12-15T21:16:00.004+05:30

"i seriously don't know where i stand when it comes to u & your 'having-fun-time'. its like i am not even in your mind at all and suddenly i am NO ONE. but i'm used to it already & i'm cool with that! wow seems like i'm cool with EVERYTHING now. i just hope that i don't burst one day, no no better not ;DD and TRUST me this is the LAST time u are going to hear me babbling about something u guys don't even understand!"

ok WTF dah nak balik Malaysia pun nak emo2! hahah! forget about that! in 24hours from now i'll be at the airport already waiting for my flight to board! AWESOMENESS ;)) ayah baru je call and he's going to fetch me, yeayyy! we are going to have our breakfast (since my arrival is at 7am) straight away after that. TAK sabar nya ;D and he told me that we are going to Kuala Lumpur the next day itself! see ? day 1 pun dah BUSY! ohhhh i miss driving ;)

i still haven't packed anything yet which i'm going to do right after i'm done with class tomorrow! hopefully i wont forget anything important because i am soooo not a last minute person in matter like this (in studies, YES i am haha) blame all my tests & seminars & tutorials that keep me INSANE !

i better go and read my ophthalmology now (even though i'm NOT in the mood. at ALL) but what to do as if i got any option right! i leave u guys with one link, check it out IF u are bored ok? http://athirahawesome.blogspot.com/2009/12/tak-boleh-dibiarkan.html (i said IF and ONLY IF u are bored).

OMG i can smell home already ;))

wrap up !

2009-12-14T19:08:00.006+05:30

wow what happened to me? lama gila tak update blog weihhh! rindu rindu rindu (ewwww) yeah i was BUSY remember? and i'm still busy actually but i think a quick update wont affect anything! if i could spent 2hours napping despite of tons of reading to be done, and 24hours facebook-ing (haha!) my blog deserves my minutes too ;) ok just few more headaches before holiday starts and i'm off to home sweet home !

let's see whats left! i still got one forensic medicine exam tomorrow, one ophthalmology end posting exam & pathology tutorial on Wednesday, then here come my GREATEST escape that I've been waiting for on that same Wednesday! cant believe my countdown is ALMOST over ;))))

so i'll be in Malaysia from 16/12/09 to 04/01/10 & i am very sure i'm going to have lotssss & lotsssss of fun, so excuse me for being quiet once i'm home. but of course i'll update u guys once in awhile IF time permits (cause i can be very busy at home even by doing nothing ;p)

let me wish u people happy holiday in advance, enjoy your Christmas, enjoy BOXING DAY (ehem ehem) enjoy new year, n last but not least enjoy yourself EXPLORING India to all my friends who are going to spend their holiday here, hi hi hi ;pp oh come on, we all know that India is actually VERY interesting right! so don't be sad ok? HAHAHA (ok im evil)

p/s; is this my last post for 2009? omg sooo not special ! *well i hope not

i am busy .

2009-12-09T16:47:00.005+05:30

Thursday 10/12/09

-pathology tutorial (1-2pm)

-microbiology test (2-3pm)

Saturday 12/12/09

-pharmacology clinical research (9-4pm)

Monday 14/12/09

-pharmacology seminar (3-4pm)

Tuesday 15/12/09

-forensic medicine test (2-3pm)

Wednesday 16/12/09

-ophthalmology end posting exam (9-12pm)

-pathology tutorial (2-3pm)

-MALAYSIA here i come (11pm)

and of course clinics, theory classes and practicals in between, going on AS USUAL from 8am-430pm EVERY DAY!

yes i'm a busy woman! EVERY WEEK pun macam ni la schedule i ok? yes setiap minggu! boleh jadi gila in no time seriously. so harap2 balik Malaysia boleh tenangkan fikiran ;) but wait a sec, balik dari Malaysia nnti dah nak FINAL exam pulak which is equal to MORE depression! i guess tekanan perasaan kita org memang tak kan berakhir ;//

ya Allah ya tuhan ku, berikanlah kekuatan kepada hamba mu yang lemah ini. Amin...

p/s; percayalah korang memang tak kan dapat tandingi kesibukan ni..

inul , jakarta .

2009-12-07T19:48:00.004+05:30

Ok its time for restaurant review! i just had a delicious dinner at this one place called ELEMENTS and i highly recommend u people to go if u feel like u need to award yourself after successfully attended the nerve wracking pharmacology seminar! especially the one that u thot of not going at the first place but u still went because u are one good girl, like me! BAHAHA ;p

the reasons why you should try ELEMENTS;

1) its near from college. u see fun world, and theres one petrol bunk right? yeah take that left turn, and go straight until u see airtel office on your left, and keep going (slowly because u r almost there) and ELEMENTS is on your left side too.

2) VERY cheap. one platter of seafood is just rs.300.

3) endless menu to choose from! (i hate this part tho) VERY confusing. feel like trying ALL of them.

4) they got sheesha ;) *i should try this again (the first & last time i did this was like years ago with my best friend) omg am i lame? HAHA!

5) of course sebab sedapppppp ;D

my rs.300 special seafood steak with cheese sauce.

ok note to yourself; u dont have to dress fancy because its a very 'santai' restaurant with a Mediterranean concept (sesuai sgt utk pergi lepas seminar ;p) own by an Indonesian who happened to be there just now and of course being very friendly to us (afiq to be exact, HAHA). Most importing thing is, HALAL :)) semua ada! ayam daging kambing sotong ikan udang ketam lobster, ha pilih2!

u people should try! but if its me who is left behind here, then my bad ;p

thank u so much .

2009-12-06T21:25:00.007+05:30

if u ever feel lonely and messy and sad and frustrated and whatnot, but u still have to live because committing suicide is prohibited in Islam, i suggest u to call your nearest baskin robbins and asked them to deliver u buckets & buckets of ice cream right to your doorstep ;)) because it works for me,really! (not that i try to kill myself, nauzubillah!)

i'm just going through a MASSIVE transformation right now, and not dare to say i'm OK because i am obviously NOT (just look at my post(s) right) but i'm trying my VERY best to adapt with this, slowly. and i think i did ok so far.

thanks to medicine, thanks to all the shit load of homeworks, thanks to the endless tests and seminars, thanks baskin ;)

so to whoever out there who feels sad & gloomy, wake up! its time to see the sunshine again! go eat anything u feel like eating! its the best time to gain weight after all! ok enough raihan, everybody is happy so just talk to yourself, hahaha ;))

get back up ;)

2009-12-05T22:56:00.014+05:30

I feel bad for being useless to myself these past 2days. I downloaded like 7movies so that I can watch them & just stay in bed the whole day, locked myself up in my room until my own housemate left me a stick-on-note on the fridge just to tell me things, I’ve been eating JUNKS and I’m pretty sure if I am allowed to get drunk I would have been beyond drunk right now! And I ditched on my girlfriends outing plan because I don’t feel like going out. How useless is that?

But then I realized that this really wasn’t me. I’m not like this. So I get up from my bed at 7 in the EVENING to start my day! Pretty late I know, but I convinced myself that this could never be too late and I feel like a whole new spirit got into my body!

so I took my bath (my morning bath that is), clean up the total MESS around my bed, and start making myself useful again ;)) I look around the four walls thinking of what to do and I spotted my wardrobe! The last time I checked on it was like ages ago, and I’m so surprised it look like this; like eww!

Ok obviously Mr.wardrobe needs my help! I gather all my strength to pull out EVERYTHING, and thot of sorting them from scratch all over again! like come on right, this is a very easy job for me, no problem at all i can do it. so i keep on digging and digging my wardrobe until its totally EMPTY, and oh mi god i almost fainted when i see this;

i was like, holy shit where do i start now?! i cant just give up because where the hell am i going to sleep if i din finish this tonight! so sloooooowly i picked up one bye one, n choose which one goes back in the wardrobe, which one deserves to bid goodbye, and which are going back forever to Malaysia with me!

MALAYSIA ❤ 10 days to go

tiring but VERY satisfying ;)

of course after throwing A LOT of things.

but since i don't feel like i've done enough to make it up to myself for being useless before, i even cleaned my shoes! throw away few VERY OLD pairs, and rearrange them ;)

now theres only one thing left! i think i need to do some shopping tomorrow ;) to replace all the things that i "threw" during my cleaning up session! hihi ;p may be 2 pairs of shoes and a couple of tops will do just fine! dont u think so? ok we are really talking about myself now huh? ;D

p/s; BEX died this morning. . .rest in peace buddy.

bye bye world !

2009-12-04T20:31:00.005+05:30

who said i wasnt serious about this whole movie marathon thingy?

ignore the tissue box, im SERIOUSLY not watching hindi movies or cerekerama ok!

so all i got to do now is turn off the light, get in my blanket and click on the play button ;) i know it looked really messy up there, and in fact, i'm pretty messed up myself ! but hey, just one night couldn't be so wrong right ? i know this will take my mind off things ! well , HOPEFULLY ;)

total movies ; 5 !

part 2

2009-12-04T18:04:00.008+05:30

i sketched BEX (at least the BEX that i imagine) on my note book during class since i had a boring lecture today! it seems like i am so obsessed with him right now din i? the truth is, i still cant believe my sister is so into this n its DRAGON for god sake! HAHA! ok isn't he cute? my version of BEX! i know he must be wayyy UGLIER than this, kan Athirah? ;p and btw, just so i thot BEX is all about "bagi makan, cuci berak, n tidur", my sister told me another stupid thing about him. she even send him to SCHOOL!? hahahahahahah! seriously, wtf!

p/s; i think i should get one too. not that im interested, HELL no. i just wanna do some RESEARCH (chehhhh ;p)

his name is BEX !

2009-12-03T16:17:00.006+05:30

hello people!

i just got back from my class and i'm pretty exhausted ;/ my test was ok (i guess) and now all i wanted to do is just curl in bed, watch some movies and sleep with NO alarm ! fewhhh i feel calm just by listing it. medic is TIRING seriously. . . .

i bet some of my friends are already in M.G road by now to do some retail therapy, or treat themselves with GRAND dinner tonight because i kid u not, this week has been a very restLESS week to all of us. but then again that doesn't mean its OVER. since upcoming weeks will be the same! seminars tutorials tests bla bla bla. . .MUAK nyaaaa ;S

Looking on the bright side, at least they make us study EVERYDAY now, very istiqamah kan. hopefully this will help us for our final professional exams. insyallah ;) *positive weihh! ahh cuak pulak ingat dah nak final, hu hu hu ;/ ok enough about education!

oh oh one more thing before i go! what do you guys think of a virtual pet? my sister has a virtual pet now (the tamaguchi one) his name is BEX. she feeds him, washed his poops, sent him to bed, n what bathed him? HAHAHA stupid. well i think virtual pet is meant for someone who's in REAL life is SCARED of a pet, i mean CAT to be exact,hihih! she even claimed that BEX is very addictive! oh god. how can u be addicted to something like this;

then i asked her, so what is BEX? a cat? a dog? n guess what! BEX is a DRAGON! wow, very BRAVE sister very BRAVE! i really cant wait to pat BEX's head when im back . . . . .

p/s; and yes im talking about my 19 years old sister !

dearly.

2009-12-01T17:00:00.006+05:30

I've been thinking about how GREAT it will be if I could spend a vacation with my best friends to any place in this world like TOO much lately! I keep on imagining the scenery of this one place I don’t know where (but not Malaysia) with us laughing and taking pictures and holding hands and do all the crazy stuffs together, every night before I went to sleep. Ok I know I’m crazy ;/

I strongly feel that, being with people who understands you PERFECTLY is the greatest thing someone could possibly asked for. Like seriously, we can do whatever things we feel like doing, we don’t have to hide anything from each other, n even when we did something wrong we just knew that these people will back us up not condemn, like any other USUAL friends.

But I know growing up is never gonna be easy. Stressful studies to catch up with, exams here and there, vacations fall on different date and time, and most importantly being THOUSAND MILES away from each other make it even MORE difficult to plan a DREAMFUL vacation like this. *sighhhhhhh ;( no matter how BADLY I want this to happen, I got to be REAL too, this isn’t EASY.

I wish that maybe, just MAYBE someday this PARTICULAR dream I’ve been dreaming of, will come true! So dear God, please grant us with LOTS of money and time to spend with each other, because this is ONE thing we’ve been planning since FOREVER. Amen.

p/s; i miss u people.

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2009-11-30T18:11:00.003+05:30

Omg omg omg I’m so happy I gained 2kgs last night! ;D despite of this sudden attack of flu & fever ! I feel like jumping up & down from the weighing machine, seriously! hihi ;) call me gedik or whatever, as if I care ;p ! Just so u know it is EXTREMELY hard for me to gain weight just like how HARD it is for u to lose it! Blame my metabolism!

I called mom this evening, and she’s so worried to know that I’m down with fever. Even more worried when she heard my SENGAU voice! But the thing is, I am very sure I din tell her anything about it before. Then I asked from where she knew this? She simply replies “ibu pun reti guna internet” whoaaaa! Hahah! She’s so cute ;))

Apparently dad is excited about me coming back too! He has started planning for mom on what to cook n I heard he mentioned something like CRAB!? He said “kesian akak mesti dah lama tak makan ketam!” u r so right daddy ;D don’t u just love my parents? ;p

Ok here goes my countdown! MALAYSIA❤ 16 days to go!! I told u time flies fast! ;))

Wish me luck for my endless tests this week people! I got 2 pathology papers on subsequent Wednesday & Thursday. And to add up this torture, another microbiology test on that same Thursday! PERFECT right! So I better start studying now! May be I’ll be too busy to update my blog this week. Just a notification in advance!

have a joyful week everyone ! ;]

MC.

2009-11-29T15:13:00.002+05:30

yours truly is very sick right now. shes down with fever, headache, and flu *srooooot. hence, she'll be back writing to u when she feels better, hopefully SOON. shes so stubborn she dont want to take any medication because she thinks her immune system is strong enough that they can combat this ALONE. we'll see how long she'll survive.

but shes so sad, she missed all the open houses during this aidiladha celebration! she keeps on thinking about the RENDANG and what ever menu her friends made, and all the fun ;(( lets pray for her speedy recovery so that she wont be sad anymore and can attend one last house tonight!

she sends her regards to all of u, readers. may all of u be in the pink of health.

❤'s

marry me.

2009-11-28T00:55:00.003+05:30

being as impatient as i am, i downloaded NEW MOON and watched it just now, alone. i just couldn't wait any longer for 4th December (please forgive this country) when all the people around the globe done talking about it already!

well i myself thot that the visual quality will be AWFUL since it is a new released movie, but hell no it was fine. not dare to say perfect, but yeah as long as i can see Edward in there, that's just more than enough! HAHAH ;p no no seriously gambar cantik, audio pun ok! siapa nak dtg la rumah ;)

obviously im not going to make a story telling here, i hate SPOILER as much as u do. just one thing to say, Edward is still my man tho both my brothers keep telling me Edward sucks, they rule for WEREWOLF. whatever u two! Jacob is handsome, agree. but come on...twilight is a VAMPIRE story! in the scale of 1-10 i give NEW MOON a 8.3!

ok i have to wake up early for aidhiladha celebration tomorrow! so got to go ;)) will be wearing my grey kurung! see ya!

p/s: Jacob's six packs...*DROOOOOOL ;p

ish ish ish. . .

2009-11-26T18:31:00.009+05:30

tahu la esok hari raya, tapi x payah la sampai i call semua org kat rumah semua pun tak nak angkat kan ;(( telefon ayah, x angkat. telefon abang, x angkat. telefon tirah, x angkat. telefon eja pun tak angkat! dh nk give up dh last2 telefon nombor rumah BARU DENGAR agak nya dia org ni!

fine la ayah pergi masjid untuk takbir, sejuk hati x jadi nk merajuk. abang n ajib, TENGOK NEW MOON dengan kawan2?? grrr grrr grrr! yang lain kat dapur tolong ibu, bagus2 ;)) semua org ada kat rumah jealous tahap nak menangis! dh la ibu masak banyak gila lauk nasi beriyani ketupat semua ada ;((( hu hu hu. . . .

rajin nya budak2 ni ;p

but its ok! tak de hal la, lg 20 hari i balik! and tak payah tunggu raya pun ibu boleh masak semua tu ;DD heee! kalau dapat makan mee bandung special ibu pun sedap jugak ni! nyum nyum cant wait ;) sorry ye kawan2 i asyik cakap pasal nak balik je, sebab tengah HOMESICK gila sekarang!

slrrrrrpppppp ;p

ok! happy BAKRID people ;)

p/s: nak pakai baju kelabu ke biru ke pink eh saturday ni?

come home !

2009-11-25T17:17:00.007+05:30

As if from today, Wednesday 25 November 2009, my countdown for “MALAYSIA ❤ __ days to go!” is one day lesser than yesterday, and now it’s only 21 more days to go! Wehoooooo ;)) I know time flies fast, especially with all the endless tests, seminars, and tutorials that keep me BUSY nowadays, 16^th December is going to be SOONER than I thought!

I have decided that this time around, I’m not going to make it as a surprise anymore! So that mom will be home, not outside hanging around with her friends, or meeting here and there with the club whatever, and she can cook me DELICIOUS foods if she knew I’m coming back! And since school holidays started already, at least my siblings can get up early from bed (in my dream la kannnn), wait for me at the front door, give me a hug, ask for their souvenirs (yeahhh dh 10 kali balik, 10 kali la nak souvenir??) and continue to sleep. USELESS!

masak special ok ibu? ;))

After all surprises are meant to be exciting! If I make it too often, it’s not going to be exciting anymore! So yeah, right now I’m thinking of another surprise for dad’s coming birthday on the 24^th December. Hmmm hmmm ;)) ok! Let’s count the days together with me people! N See u soon MALAYSIA (◑‿◐)

p/s; I love surprises, don’t u get it?? *hinting someone* ;p

just a lil bit !

2009-11-24T17:36:00.005+05:30

I had an introduction class on psychopharmacology this evening and I must say this to u, I personally think that each and every one of us suffered from MENTAL illness at least to some extend! (So from now on, I’ll be calling us (I’m not excluding myself) as psychotic patient, HAHA)

But then of course this depends on which psychiatric disorder u fall into! Let me see what we got over here…oh PERSONALITY disorders! Interesting! I can’t stop smiling while copying my lecture notes just now because every time my Doctor classified and explained each categories I actually have certain people in mind! Heh ;p

Unstable characteristic: today they treat u like a princess SUPER DUPER nice, and tomorrow like so sudden, they become a TOTAL jerk! OMG what the hell is wrong with u people? But wait a sec, why is this sound like someone VERY familiar to me? Hahah ;p
OBSESSION: why u so obsessed with me when everybody knows, lalalala *continue singing* HAHA. Yeah u can laugh, because as funny as u think I’m being perasan, I felt FUNNIER to actually been talked about at the first place by these obsessed people.
Mood depression: ok this sounds more like me (fair N Square now? Hihih) I ADMIT that I’m a person with a mood swing. I can be MAD at someone just because YM connection sucks at the time of having CRUCIAL conversations. Because I thot they haven’t replied me when they actually did, it’s just the CONNECTION PROBLEM. Omg I’m that annoying? HAHAH!
Dependant: I need not say anything, very SELF EXPLAINATORY.
Deviant eating: I swear I saw someone (u wont believe me If I tell who) eat a BLACKBOARD CHALK in front of my eyes! Of course she thot nobody saw what she’s doing. And its not just one time, I saw it again few days back. GULP.

Ok there are many MORE disorders that I din mentioned. But I got to stop now, and read pathology! All these tutorials and seminars are killing me softly I tell u! So don’t think u escaped from this MENTAL illness just because u are not any of these fives ok? Hahaha!

See u soon psychos ;))

right round right round.

2009-11-23T20:04:00.004+05:30

As u people can see, I made few changes with my blog here and there as a comeback debut (heh ;p) I changed the background, I put those hyperactive-colorful-fishes for u guys to play with, n I even let you people read my twitter updates unnecessarily, HAHA! So tell me which part of my life is a secret now? Seems like u guys know everything already! ;p WOWWW.

But one of the changes that I find very interesting and USEFUL is the live traffic feed! Not only I got to see who’s reading my writings, it actually helped me with my GEOGRAPHY! Because every time I saw a weird location/flag on my feed (obviously INDIAN flags predominate, HAHA) I’ll Google to see which country that belongs to!

So now I know, Oslo is in Norway and Gdansk is in Poland! And the flag that looked similar with Indian flag is Dubai (I mean the color combination, hihi) see? Isn’t this USEFUL? For my general knowledge at least? Ok just don’t tell me I’m the only one who doesn’t know about Oslo n Gdansk! HAHA! But whatever, now I know ;)

I hope I’ll see a lot more weird locations on my feed, so that at the end of the day, I’m not just a boring blogger but a walking ATLAS! Hahah!

p/s; dont be shy to come again, friends n foes (if any ;p)

if its not too late ;)

2009-11-22T13:40:00.005+05:30

Don’t u just love it when it’s Sunday, and it’s a PRODUCTIVE-day? Well I do ;) I feel so much USEFUL to wake up as early as 930 (I mean SUPER early since its Sunday) and do all my chores. Changed my bed sheet, swept my room, mopped the floor, fold my clothes, do the laundry, clean the toilet, and when I’m done, I made myself a cup of hot chocolate and Skype with best friend! ;D just perfect!

self satisfaction ;)

Surprisingly instead of being tired, I’m actually enjoying myself doing all those things ;) I guess a *coughs* tidy person *coughs* like me, really wouldn’t mind! ;p HAHAH. But seriously this is my idea of a perfect Sunday! You know just stay home, relax ;)

So I better keep this productivity going on till the end of the day! My pharmacology text book is waiting for me already!

Have a wonderful Sunday people ;))

typical n predictable.

2009-11-21T19:06:00.005+05:30

i came across my friend's status on fb just now and i think it is an interesting issue & CONTROVERSIAL too ;)) i know we all love controversy, but face it, i'm seriously not "your" type of controversy yg tak habis2 mengutuk orang. talking about maturity, mentality and PROFESSIONALISM. lack lack lack.

Ok moving on! my friend was talking about the WTF (please dont read this as whatthefuck, HAHA) plate number since thats the latest plate number for cars registered in Kuala Lumpur, and shes so excited to buy a car now! haha! personally i think WTF is cool, but somehow it sounds very inappropriate? i dont know. and soon enough, WTH (again, dont read this as whatthehell) is coming up next! one after the other, GREAT!

Johor's plate number JEW, was once VERY controversial too because to some people it carries religious value. its just a plate number after all, but i myself wouldn't want to buy a car with a capital JEW. unless u are Jewish people, may be thats something u'll be proud of ;)

well...my dream plate number is R1 since like the day i know how to spell my name! very prestigious, classy n EXPENSIVE too, u don't have to tell me. i bet the price of my plate number is going to be triple the price of my car. HAHAH big dream R ;)) weihh nothing is impossible ok?

i think we all agree that plate number reflects the owner of the car to some extend. and please tell me, what on earth will TAH1 or BAB1 reflects u? (these plate numbers really exist) just look at this Honda. i find it very.....

mmm i dont know u tell me!

2009-11-21T16:17:00.002+05:30

feel free to play with my COLORFUL fishes ;)) just click anywhere to feed them ! hihi i think this is so cute !

❤

the ugly truth .

2009-11-21T15:54:00.003+05:30

No matter how hard we try to convince our self, that time will heal a broken heart, sometimes along that journey of becoming one strong person again, we slipped. And all the BAD memories, always ready to haunt us back. Making the old scar bleeds again.

Of course it’s easier to be said than done, FORGIVE AND FORGET. Live with the future not the past. But certain things are really not easy to get rid off and its true, history keeps on messing with the present. We can’t blame our self to feel this way, well in fact nobody has the right to blame us too. We are just human with a heart. n MEMORY.

I just wish that I can start everything all over again. I just wish that this history wasn’t mine. Because I am very happy now. And I just knew I could be happier IF the history REALLY wasn’t mine.

enjoy your weekend !

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7 times.

2009-11-21T01:35:00.003+05:30

kadang2 sangat ANNOYED bila u suruh i sabar. i cakap i rindu u suruh sabar. i cakap i penat u suruh sabar. i cakap i want this to end now u suruh sabar. i cakap itu ini pun SEMUA kena sabar. weihhhh penat la asyik nak BERSABAR je ;((

tapi bila u cakap this magic word "good things come to those who wait" terus buat2 tak ANNOYED because i believe in that too...*sighhh

hye my name is Miss Sabar !

privacy intruder !

2009-11-20T23:52:00.004+05:30

Bangalore is becoming more n more FUN (Errrr true)! Thanks to FB I don’t have to do much GOOGLE-ING since everybody’s uploading 112 photos (or more-part 1 2 3!) on their weekend activities! Not that I’m stalking, but the purpose of having FB is to TELL THE WHOLE WORLD what we are doing isn’t it? Same goes with TWITTER!

I saw someone uploading a photo of a place I’ve never been last week, n that caught my attention! Obviously by now ALL my college mates should’ve known MARATHAHALLI, the factory outlets unless u don’t have a FB account (seriously???) so I went INSTANTLY right after I knew, n with friends like mine, we just need one hour to get ready on UNPLANNED things like this ;))

Let’s see what outlets they got over there..

. Puma
Nike
Levis
United colors of Benetton
Lacoste
Esprit
Calvin Klein
Tommy Hilfiger
And few brands u might not know of.

Of course it’s CHEAPER from their normal price, and 100% authentication assured! But the only thing is, this place is quite FAR and u can’t prolly go by auto!

There are few other INTERESTING places like the paintball arena, go-kart, futsal, and I saw one place like a fishing lake or something on my way to Marathahalli the other day! Its good u see having these people discovering new places and share with everybody, at least now we got SOMETHING else to do rather than MISSING HOME tak sudah sudah (no im not talking about myself)

p/s; doesn’t this sound interesting enough to u? COME VISIT ME HERE laaaa !!

that was CLOSE!

2009-11-20T17:57:00.003+05:30

Today is a very tiring day. My clinical theory class starts as early as 8am (it might not be early to u, but it is to me!) and I got ophthalmology posting at 9-12pm. Followed by ENDLESS theory classes after that. 1230 Pediatrics, 130 Ear Nose n Throat (ENT), 230 Ophthalmology (AGAIN) 330 Dermatology and if we are lucky enough the Doctor will stop at 430. BUT MOST OF THE TIME, WE ARENT THAT LUCKY I TELL U.

And honestly I just made it halfway! Sleepy,hungry,lazy(not) I decided to go back and LUCKILY our (u don’t think I’m the only one being naughty right?!) savior, Tom the one with the CAR (ehem daddy are u reading this?) wanted to go back as well! But not so lucky us, Dr.Manohar (he’s like our clinical PRINCIPAL) happened to be at the car park too! SHIT it felt very high school u know hiding from being seen behind the canteen! HAHAHA!

Just so I thought he’s gone, he’s actually behind us on the road! OH MY EFFING GOD I was scareddddd! HAHAH! But fortunately Tom’s car is fully tinted so he can’t see us inside, FEWHHHH! This really reminds me of my SSP time, I used to “fly” a lot and being CAUGHT once! Kan Mimi? HAHAHA those were the days ;pp

excuse me, how much is this NANO again?

Note to self; its better to ponteng ALONE rather than in GROUP. Or never to bunk classes again? hihih!

im LOVING it !

2009-11-20T16:57:00.003+05:30

I’ve been eating McDonalds like EVERYDAY now and I don’t need anybody to remind me how FATAL that is. I feel bad really every time I drag my feet to that restaurant but I just couldn’t help it. After all it’s the nearest, fastest n cheapest? Rs96 for a medium size of Mc chicken meal compared to Rs120 for a chicken fried rice and an orange juice. And for god sake it will take like FOREVER if I dine at the local restaurant here but at Mcd its just 10minutes. Ok enough REASONING Raihan!

One thing that you’ll be amazed with this particular branch of McDonalds is, you’ll see “white coats” all over u. these “white coats” who are going to scold u every time your blood pressure is not under control because of unhealthy food u take, the one who’ll be advising you to control your sugar level and take everything SUGAR-LESS. Sighhhhh isn’t that IRONIC? (Don’t worry I’m not alone, I saw my Doctor feeding her 6years old daughter with Mcd for lunch last week, heheh)

What I’m trying to say is that when it comes to this kind of things, it really is INDIVIDUAL/PERSONAL (it’s the same thing R). No matter how aware I am (for example) how dangerous Mcd is to me, I keep on buying (ALMOST EVERYDAY) my Mc chicken, my Fillet-o-fish or if I don’t have anything to buy I’ll take a cup of sundae with me. Its like u know how HARMFUL smoking is, but u keep on smoking, or its like u know how SINFUL it is not to cover your ‘aurat’ but u still not covering it. U got what I mean?

And for the MILLIONTH times I’m telling this again n again n again, I NEED a sport shoe like so bad!! Can anybody hear me?? LIKE SO BAD ok! Please believe me I’ll jog and run and burn all this Mcd I ate if I own a pair of sport shoe…PLEASE BELIEVE THIS…u see in the end the reason why im not healthy is not because of McDonalds, its ALL because of u, sport shoe.

p/s; I REALLY REALLY WANTED TO MAKE REGULAR EXERCISE AS MY LIFESTYLE !! (Am I convincing enough?)

here we go again :D

2009-11-20T16:49:00.002+05:30

Hello princes and princesses! Its been quite awhile now since I last updated u people with what’s happening around here, but hey! Im back again ;)

I’ve been VERY BUSY with my studies n all so yeah that’s the reason why I decided to take a break and put my blog on hold because I don’t want u people to come and see no updates, just the same old post of FEW MONTHS BACK (if EVER anyone have done that HAHA) its very FRUSTRATING kan pergi blog “kegemaran” (of course not mine) tapi NOTHINGS NEW.

Ok lets see where to start now…hmm…hmm…maybe my latest picture will do. CHEERS ;))

p/s; im still busy but i miss blogging ;)

Blackberry 101

2009-10-29T16:36:00.006+05:30

so my best friend just bought her blackberry few days back, and shes now clueless on where to start. being me, the kindness of all, im going to teach her steps by steps (here) in the process of transforming her into a bb "BIMBO" :)

first of all, theres no use of owning a blackberry if u haven't got your internet connection from your provider. i don't know how things work in Malaysia but all u gotta do is just give them a call or something and get yourself connected first! then only we can proceed to the next page!

ok lets talk about the most interesting features, the infamous BBM (blackberry messenger) :D BBM is simply an instant messaging program for blackberry-to-blackberry communication (ehem!) It allows two people with BlackBerrys to chat in real time anywhere in the world so long as they have data service. There is no per message charge like there is with SMS; messages are sent through RIM servers similar to email messages! (so babe yes, u MUST register your BB for an internet connection)

how to start? all u gotta do is go to the OPTIONS>STATUS>PIN code. so if someone asked for your PIN to start BBM-ing with u, theres where u'll find it :) or, if you are requesting a contact by email, u simply need an email address associated with their device and then VOILA! u can start conferencing with ME and whoever owns a blackberry :)) sounds complicated, no?

one of the things that i love most about BBM is that, u'll receive photos from your friend INSTANTLY (tho u are THOUSAND miles apart) without having to wait for it to upload unlike any other instant messengers (ym, msn,...) so its like, if u are having a fashion emergency anywhere and need a girlish opinion, just snap and send! u can even be part of gossip girl community if u are in the upper east side. SPOTTED! hahaha!

but dont worry, to those who are not using a BB, we dont do discrimination! as for me, i got my ym and msn activated as well, so we can pretty keep in touch with each other every now and then! heheh! ok enough for now, i need to go shopping ! wait for my "emergencies" bb bimbos :D ;D

2009-10-25T18:27:00.005+05:30

"u don't have to reveal every inch of your body to spell SEXY"

touch wood

2009-10-25T16:57:00.008+05:30

i may not be an experienced driver like u (just because u are older), but i surely know what are the dos and don'ts on the road. i really dont get it why some drivers are too stupid to follow road rules! and these are the things that made me go "bodoh nyaaaa" when im driving!

1) sila ikut kiri jika tidak memotong. im fucking pissed if i have to step on my break paddle when im actually on the right MOST lane. you got it right. if you are driving slow dont stay on the right lane! saya tahu la "pandu cermat jiwa selamat" but u are just at the wrong place, move to your left Jose!!

2) i know when the night is so dark even the moon dont shine, we turn on our high beam light right! but for god sake if u saw another car coming in front of u TURN IT OFF laaa. silau tahu!! and its soooo annoying even after i beamed them twice as in the road language of "dude u are too shiny" they ignore me!

3) just smash your right and left signal if u dont need it! i hate emergency break!

just so u guys know it took me TWO times driving at 3 fucking midnight from Jb-Kl to gain my parents trust on my driving skill. and when i said 3 fucking midnight i mean LORRIES and TRAILERS everywhere, both parents and siblings soundly asleep, with god knows what can suddenly appear from the "jungle" along the highway! and the most horrible part of all, NYAWA mereka tanggungjawab saya. so i cannot do any mistake!

just to make everybody clear, IF laa one day i met with an accident *touch wood!!* which is not my fault but u, and because of that i lost my parents trust (which is SO hard to get), IM GOING TO HAUNT your life forever. (if its my fault than no one to blame but me)

it is sad u know reading all the news from the newspaper that people died on road accident because of others fault. i think its so unfair. but dont get me wrong, i know ajal maut di tangan tuhan.

p/s: kasihan kwn i kereta remuk sbb org belakang langgar!

hot spot!

2009-10-19T17:30:00.008+05:30

have u guys went to wonder la? if ur answer is yes, then i suggest u to go to INNOVATIVE FILM CITY for your next weekend spot :)

it is located 80kms from Gokula, which is more or less an hour journey, transportation cost around Rs.1000 per car to and fro and it is such a great place for a day outing! the idea of the place is pretty much the same with wonder la, minus the THRILLING rides! but the exciting part about IFC is that, it has so much more to offer!

1) mirror maze (which i find it very COOL)

2) ripleys believe it or not museum.

3) wax museum (Louis Tussauds)

4) miniature city

5) go kart!!

6) ATVs AWESOME :))

7) paint ball

8) roller skating

9) beach

10) roller coaster ( not extreme tho)

and a lot more! compared to wonder la, at IFC its easier to buy food, since they got Mcd, pizza corner, and few other restaurants inside! isnt that VERY relieving?? haha!

so lets the pictures do the talking :) click here for more photos http://www.facebook.com/album.php?page=1&aid=114690&id=585944022

if u are lucky enough, by the time u go there, maybe the snow park is ready to operate, the bungee jumping is not under maintenance, the 4D theater is on and all the horses are not sick! hope u'll enjoy all of these which i had MISSED!

lower class people

2009-10-18T23:09:00.003+05:30

looks can be pretty deceiving i tell u. harap muka je cantik, tapi mulut macam longkang. haaa bagi ayat makan dalam sikit. like seriously there are few people here whom i have observed, got nothing better to do then talk about other people. these people looks "expensive" from the outside u know, but when they talk, they talk about things that only lower class people will talk about. or lower minded, either which u prefer.

i talked about people too. we talked about people. but the different between us and these kind of people is, if we dont have anything to talk about, we shut our mouth. but them, even when theres NOTHING to talk they'll try their very best to find ANYTHING, even something which is not worth discussing in public. things like " how HILARIOUS it is when people with different style (like me, and "tudung labuh clan") hanging out together" and they even joked about it! contoh je la kan. maybe to this typical people, when u are "blonde" u just can be friend with blonde. thats PATHETIC.

and the best part is, i think they've been talking about me every single time of their meetings. what i wear, whom i hang out with, where i eat? they must be having a hard time getting me out of their conversation. bravo kiddo! (ERRR they are "old" people mind u) come on, im not a celebrity, HAHAHA! or maybe if i were to u, than thats pretty sad.

ok this post might sounded a bit emo-ish, but seriously i onced look up upon these people, not until yesterday. when i dont think i've done anything wrong to them but they talked about me. and the thing that they discussed is such a narrow-minded-and-low-class discussion. so here goes my respect to u honey(s), to my feet.

so my advice to u people, open your eyes, and see WISELY.

because "LOOKS CAN BE DECEIVING".

p/s: why u so obsessed with me ? :))

culture shock

2009-10-15T18:47:00.004+05:30

pernah dengar tak orang cakap Malaysian people ni terkenal dengan budi bahasa dan lemah lembut nya. rasa nak marah ah gak dengan statement tu. sebab ada je yang perangai macam haram nauzubillah kan. but the story that i heard (and going to share with u) from my cousin and friend about other people form other countries, somehow make me realized that the phrase "budi bahasa budaya kita" is somewhat TRUE.

do you know how rude an Egyptian lady (my cousin classmate) enter their classroom? ok kelas mereka ni guna kerusi2 panjang and meja panjang (macam canteen sekolah rendah tu) yang dicantumkan. and her seat is at the back row. guess how she get from the front line to her seat? she stepped on the table and langkah from one table to another sampai meja dia. mind u, she dont even cares she stepped on books! and u know la kan when we talk about perempuan2 arab ni, their usual attire is JUBAH LABUH DENGAN PURDAH. can u imagine??? i almost cant believe this myself, but its TRUE.

do you know how relax a class is conducted in United States? my friend told me that one of her classmates (american) cross his legs and put it up high on the seat in front him (in the GIGANTIC lecture hall) THROUGH OUT the lecture! like OMG how rude is that? and another friend of hers, raised up his hand at the end of the lecture and shout from the back "i dont understand a single thing u explained" dengan bersahaja. cool huh?

see? dont u agree we Malaysian sangat berbudi bahasa? kita nak langkah2 meja tu pun tak, apatah lagi PIJAK buku weihhhh. kalau terlangkah pun punya la sujud cium buku tu BANYAK kali! and silang kaki angkat TINGGI2? tidur dalam class tu paling rude kot kat sini. hahaha innocent nya kami :)) but the thing is, all those thing that they did, tidak di anggap BIADAP pun. thats what we called CULTURE right. and that is why they invent the word CULTURE SHOCK.

so the moral of the story is, no matter where we are, remember "budi bahasa budaya kita" :D

p/s: pergi negara orang pandai2 jaga diri k :)

will be back

2009-10-05T15:07:00.003+05:30

ok i'm going back to INDIA this Sunday, so that means blog will be updated one week from now. KESIAN BLOG INI BERHABUK SUDAH :))

punya la lama tak update , i dah jadi mak budak dah sekarang. motif gambar, menguatkan bukti saya calon MENANTU terbaik :))

p/s: lets check on me like u always did! heeee :DD

eid mubarak :)

2009-09-18T17:55:00.005+05:30

in 2 hours time I'll be in the cab to the airport. finally its MALAYSIA again :) really cant wait to reach home and see all my family members!

alhamdulillah, Ramadhan this year is more meaningful than the previous one to me. i dapat pergi terawikh even though not all the nights, i wanted to khatam quran but i failed (when u cant pray for seven days, its hard to cacth up with what has been left) few juzuk remain, but I'm well satistified with my achievement. will continue reading after this, insyaAllah :)

so i hope your Ramadhan this year is better than the last one too :)) and i want to take this opportunity to wish all my readers SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI! sorry for all my wrongdoings (if any) and if theres anything that i wrote hurt u guys in any way, I'm really sorry. enjoy this joyful syawal and lets stuff our tummy with all the NUTRITIOUS food this month :D :D

i'll surely enjoy mine, so wait for my eid mubarak special updates! im gonna take a lot of pictures and featured it all here. trust me its going to be yummylicious. HAPPY HOLIDAY all :))

p/s: sedap nya makan ketupat/lemang dengan rendang. dengan ayam merah. dengan sambal goreng. kuah lodeh. soto. etc etc. WOW :)

ok doakan keselamatan penerbangan i !

music & lyrics

2009-09-16T23:11:00.008+05:30

someone gave me this. very meaningful and beautiful lyrics. give it a try! maybe if u sing along, u'll get what i mean :))

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cNDupepMg7c

thanks.

i LOVE u someone :D

hope for the best! :D

2009-09-16T19:05:00.005+05:30

so heres the thing about going back to malaysia this time!

1) i am fucking nervous because my mom doesnt know about my SUPER short hair, YET. i dont think my siblings have told her because she din mentioned anything on the phone ALL THESE WHILE. fewhhhhh. so wish me luck on that! TAKUTTTTT !! hahah.

2) im not going to meet amal like for the first time, since shes in STATES now. thats gonna be weird too. but its ok, time flies fast! i see u next year insyAllah budak annoying :D jangan sedih if i dapat snap picture with ur parents and siblings and nieces, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AWAK. kikiki ;p

3) MAYBE just MAYBE my brother's friend going to fetch me from changi. ok this got to be the WEIRDEST of all. hahaha! hish malu la i, kita nak borak apa dalam kereta. nanti bapa ingat i balik bawa menantu macam mana? nanti i malu ngan abang2 i macam mana? hahah! dah raihan jangan gatal, naik cab sudah!

4) not going to bring LOTSSS of money because nak saving (chehhh pada hal duit dalam bank dah menipis, pandai kan bagi alasan mulia?) tapi tapi tapi. i baru je check facebook and k.elida tulis duit bulan OCTOBER dah masuk??? what? ini untuk senior je ke kita org sekali??? kita pun dapat bonus raya macam orang bekerja ke? HARAP2 KITA PUNYA PUN DAH MASUK. ok tak jadi lah nak saving. HAHAHA!

5) balik balik je esok nya raya , YEAYYY :D :D :D

one last tender moment between us.

2009-09-16T15:26:00.004+05:30

siapa suka kan bila kita kena berubah jadi orang lain, sebab orang lain tak suka kita.

siapa suka kalau kena kongkong. buat ini tak boleh buat itu tak boleh , kita kan masih muda.

tapi apa salah nya bila kita berubah untuk orang yang kita sayang. dan apa salah nya bila kita kena kongkong sebab orang sayang kita.

mungkin perubahan tu boleh buat kita jadi lebih baik, dan mungkin kongkongan itu pun boleh buat kita jadi baik. kan? :D

p/s: saya rindu ibu bapa saya.

young & fresh !

2009-09-15T15:04:00.003+05:30

twenteen one and loving it :))

hey everyone! dah ada yang rindu i la tu? yang check blog i setiap 5minit sebab nak tgk ada update terbaru ke x kan kan kan? thanks korang :) HAHA!

so today is my birthday! yes people today is si comel's birthday. thanks all, for the wishes. for the dinner treat ( still waiting for few treats ) hahaha! thanks for the cake, thanks for the phone calls, messages and walls, thanks for the awaiting presents in MALAYSIA, thanks for the awesome EVERYTHING ;) i couldn't asked for more!

now i am legally 21 i just hope that Allah akan permudahkan all my urusan and makbul kan all my prayers, insyaAllah!

p/s: 2 more days, and im in HEAVEN again :DD

Allah maha adil :)

2009-09-13T15:25:00.005+05:30

have you ever thought that whatever happen to you now is the reflection of what you did in the past? i am a believer of karma. what goes around comes around, what you give is what you get.

its so simple. let me give u an example (wow it rhymes) you start a relationship with someone. but at the same time you knew (both of you knew) there is one person crying and hurting over that relationship you guys made. i put it in the most easiest way. your boyfriend ask you to be his girlfriend, but at the same time your boyfriend had this unsettle issues with her ex-gf (if not because of your presence what else!) and there you go, buckets of tears accompanying your new relationship.

you see, the way you start a relationship pun dah salah. and you knew he's hurting someone to get u. then what make u so sure that he wont do the same thing to u? you maybe happy now. baby here baby there, feelings sparkle everywhere. come on it took him YEARS all together to hurt that other girl remember? u might say its not your fault (bullshit) but karma doesn't know all that. so if one day it comes, and knock u HARD don't start blaming god. OK :)

this apply to every aspect of life actually, not just relationship. but since I'm AGAINST all these people who don't have anything better to do than ruining others happiness, i hope one day u guys know what hurt is. it might take u days, months, years to realize but it will eventually come. karma is not as hard as medicine to understand. i dont think u even need a brain for that. so good luck everyone!

remember, GOD IS FAIR ;)

happy lalala!

2009-09-12T00:51:00.003+05:30

alaaaa i baru je nak record lagu raya dengan suara merdu i dan bagi korang dengar (merdu paling maximum time malam2, baru serak2 basah sikit) haha! tapi.....recorder pulak lupa nak charge..jangan hampa ok? esok masih ada :)

tak sangka next week dah raya!

ok when was this? 2007?

aidilfitri at tok mak's

nur kasih

2009-09-11T13:01:00.010+05:30

ok first thing first. syurga cinta was ok, but i hate the fact that heliza put so much effort to be shuhada. it would be nicer if it comes naturally. well since that was her first time acting ( i think?) ok la kot. hahah. anyway perlu ke buat review pasal SYURGA CINTA?? errr??

now nak cerita pasal satu incident yang terjadi few days back! macam ni cerita dia! i was on my way to the college for my microbiology exam. since im a very well PREPARED student, dah on the way nak pergi college dalam auto tu pun masih lagi membaca! so memang tak pandang lain kecuali buku. suddenly my auto driver tekan break tahap EMERGENCY yang sampai berbunyi tu..haaa gila kan! i was shocked!

terpinga2 i. auto driver tu stop kat tepi and turun dari auto. i turned back and saw one boy jatuh tergolek dari basikal dia.

me: piya!! dia ni langgar budak tu ke?? (baca dengan tone yang betul please. ye jerit sikit, haha)

piya: tak lah budak tu tengah kayuh2 tiba2 jatuh sendiri! (since shes done reading, dia memang sempat menikmati pemandangan indah sekitar india)

me: oh bagus lah dia berhenti dan tolong!

tempat kejadian : flyover part yang turun bukit punya! (sila bayangkan tahap kelajuan maksimum dan effect bila jatuh!!)

auto driver kami tolong angkat basikal budak tu yang dah hempap dia. ya allah korang tak tahu sedih gila ok tengok muka budak tu tahan sakit..and bila dia bangun i nampak siku lengan wrist dia semua berdarah...ok tak de lah darah meleleh2 tapi luka2 yang besar, ahhh senang cerita kalau kena air dettol tu memang jerit ah kan!

i dah sedih tahap nak nangis, sumpah tak tipu...macam nak tumpang kan dia bawak pergi hospital sekali, tapi nanti basikal dia nk letak mana? ntah2 nak dapat basikal tu pun kumpul duit sejak lahir tau. pastu dah tergerak hati nak bagi dia duit untuk beli plaster dan ubat dekat pharmacy but everything happened so fast. bila i habis berfikir je auto dah press laju sebab kami pun dah lambat untuk exam..

tergamam dan sedih sampai tak tengok buku dah lepas tu. termenung i dalam auto. budak tu punya muka dah lah memang yang jenis kesian..dah lah dia pakai kopiah putih, so i assume hes a muslim. dah lah bulan puasa. dah lah kecik lagi. sampai balik exam nak tidur malam pun i x sudah2 lagi teringat kat budak tu tau. ini kisah benar.

yang paling ralat sekali dan asyik terfikir, kalau i bagi dia Rs200 tadi pun mungkin budak tu boleh beli plaster atau bandage luka dia. mungkin kalau dia kuat pun dia dapat beli makanan untuk juadah berbuka puasa. mungkin dia dapat betul kan basikal dia kalau rosak. hmm. note to myself. lain kali nak buat baik tak payah berfikir lama sangat. ok sekarang dah sedih balik...

p/s: cerita nur kasih tu best sangat ke?? i dh habis exam ni boleh ber-marathon. kalau best.

syurga cinta ;)

2009-09-10T21:24:00.002+05:30

syukur alhamdulillah exam theory FINALLY over ;)) ok ke tak ok result, kita tunggu je la ! ada banyak sangat benda nak cerita ! i dh free ni u guys bersedia la untuk bosan bila i tiap2 hari update blog ok ? hi hi hi ;p tapi sekarang i nak tgk syurga cinta dulu (FUIYOOOOOO) hahaha !

p/s: kalau tak best cerita ni NAHAS safiah !!

bliss !

2009-09-08T17:05:00.004+05:30

6 days to go !!

GOSSIP GIRL

7 days to go !!

LEGALLY 21 :))

9 days to go !!

MALAYSIA

ohhhh i love SEPTEMBER !!

LET'S END THIS !

2009-09-05T23:14:00.008+05:30

OK one day left and there u go, exams going to kill me. oh god I'm half dead already !! since everybodys busy studying, dapur dah lama gila x berasap (padahal baru dua hari) hahaha ! nampak sgt baru dua hari lepas nak busy study kannnn. SOOOOO BAD raihan, VERY BAD !!

see i told u I'm DEAD !!

called ibu and told her that we've been eating outside these past few days and she keeps on reminding me to eat nutritious food ! and i went like 'errrrr..ok mom" and look what i had for my breaking fast two days in a row !!

very NUTRITIOUS indeed! now u know why i need my mother here with me !!

and by the way I'm serious about me dying people !! help me SOS !! i want to go back now. shit la this exam ! they are so psycho they made us have this sort of MIXED feeling tahu tak! whether to study or listen to lagu raya and start dreaming of wearing my new baju raya, eating ketupat and rendang with kuih raya ! and that cant be done simultaneously ! tough decision cant u see?? its OK ! this will end real soon !! 12 days left, and Malaysia here i come !!

p/s: good luck si comel !! (berkata kepada diri sendiri, HAHAHAH )

DOLCE&GABBANA.

2009-09-03T15:15:00.009+05:30

my family and i, we used to live with all sorts of pets in our life! let me start with ayah first. believe it or not he once had a dog at his house ! yeah u get that right people ! D-O-G, dog ! i can still remember how the dog looked like. hes tall, as in when he stands up with his two legs hes at the same height with my dad, very DARK black, with a very FIERCE look n i guess if he barks, it will echo 3km away ! i wish i got the picture with me here ! those were the days when ayah is still single (ehem ehem) can pretty much say 'di zaman kejahilan nya' hahaha ! none of us got the chance to walk-the-dog not even mom (haha!) its true tho when they said 'dogs are man's best friend'. but that doesn't hold good when ayah finally met ibu ;)))

next was bird. ayah built a nice big cage for us yearssss back. hoping that we'll enjoy seeing those birds chirping and playing when hes not around to entertain us, HAHA ! it was huge ! its like a mini garden for those creatures ! as huge as i can get inside and feed them and play with couple of rabbits at the ground. they were all colorful i tell u! blue, red, yellow, green oh so BEAUTIFUL ! but it din last long. ayah had to leave to perform his hajj and someone told him that its not good to keep them in the "prison" (some sort like that) so we let them fly freely ever since, and that's the end of the bird story. ( i cant really remember what happened to our rabbits )

OK the most boring pet we ever had would be FISHES ! nothing much to say about them. its like u cant really throw your emotion to share with. unlike others. all they know is to swim, and eat. and they are very QUIET! borrrrriiinngggg ;// oh and they easily died (unless its arapaima, HAHAH ! I'm talking about gold fish and family here) and mostly because of over eating ! greedy fish !

now here i am in India ! n i still couldn't resist my love towards animals ! so i get myself a couple of rabbits ! white, very cute, and ENERGETIC. everything goes well until i had to go back to Malaysia for my holidays. i got no idea where to keep them and theres no one to look after them since everybodys going back. unless one person, MY MAID. and stupid me, instead of asking her to look after my rabbits while I'm away, i ACCIDENTALLY told her to take them forever. OK don't ask anything about this ;((

all pets we ever had comes and goes. from dog, then birds and rabbits, fishes, and rabbit again but only one SPECIAL CUTE ADORABLE animal stays with us from the day i was born until forever. none other than our CATS ! everybody loves cat i know, and we are everybody too :) come on don't expect me to right just one paragraph for them. they deserve one whole post, and that will be next time ! I MISS MY DOLCE & GABBANA ;((

remind me !!

2009-09-02T16:46:00.004+05:30

i want an ice cream cake too ;(( for the record i salivated like a dog just by browsing google !! OK one of my must-eat-food-once-i-landed-at-Malaysia will surely be this one !!

garage sale

2009-09-02T12:14:00.004+05:30

OK i must be crazy right now ! exams in 4DAYS time, i haven't finish reading and I'm writing this? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME ?? honestly this is the MOST unprepared exam so far. weiiihh kental nya kau raihan ! you know whats going on with me ? i open my book, read one paragraph out of MILLIONS other paragraphs, and i either yawned or my focus slipped away JUST LIKE THAT in few minutes ! *sighh* will try harder after i finish this. i promise ! (secretly crossing my fingers i bet you guys cant see)

regarding the title of this post, i think i'll surely organize a garage sale once i graduated from INDIA. its just my second year here and my wardrobe is about to burst anytime soon (3doors wardrobe that is), my bagsss?? don't mention it ! my accessories left unworn, my shoes are already stacking on each other because 10 FRICKING compartments don't seem to be enough (with heels hanging everywhere around it, i wish u guys can imagine) my bed sheets that i bought and still left undisplayed ! theres just too many things ! i don't know what is going to happen within another 3 YEARS !!!

so get yourself prepared ! i GUARANTEE u this is something i PROMISE will happen. just patiently wait OK ? and start saving money for me. HAHAHA ! OK people u can start wishing me good luck for my exams ni ! OBVIOUSLY I NEED ALL THE LUCK IN THE WORLD.

p/s: i know on9 shopping is the in thing. but i just don't have time for all that. shipping? updating blog? with the course I'm in, i definitely not destined to do those works.

xoxo

2009-08-30T23:06:00.002+05:30

stop trying ur level best to take whats mine, because u'll never get the chance honey u'll never get. so stop dreaming like a child ;))

Queen R.

countdown!!

2009-08-30T12:58:00.010+05:30

for this. saya ingin mengucapkan SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI KEBANGSAAN ke-52 to all Malaysians all over the world! i really had fun during our 'merdeka and majlis berbuka puasa celebration' with the embassy last night ;)) let us all contribute something to our country, with excellent performances (chehhh) in whatever field we are in ;))

31.08.09

and for this too! to all gossip girl bitches all over the world! ;)) hopefully the 3rd season will be filled with more exciting bitch action and heart-melting romantic scenes! oh i heard Hillary duff, tyra banks and Joanna Garcia (privileged) will be in. so CANT WAIT ;DD

14.09.09

xoxo,

gossip girl (BAHAHA)

the thoughts :)

2009-08-28T22:04:00.004+05:30

i went for terawikh just now, and no do not get me wrong. im not trying to boast around. i just got a shock of my life to see the crowd-less hall. i can actually count with my ten fingers the total of makmum lelaki! i was wrong mannn. i thought i'll see you, him, him and him since this is a special month, but NADAAAAA they were no where to be found. just the same old same old person, im pretty sure all of u can guess who. this is sad...lagi ramai mesti lagi meriah ;(

but kena lah selalu bersangka baik kan? may be hari ni je dia org x dtg surau? or may be mereka sembahyang terawikh di rumah. yeah MAY BE. then i think its good enough ;) i know ini bukan solat fardhu, but to me, lelaki yang tak bersembahyang terawikh ialah lelaki yg paling tidak macho walaupun kau kacak nak mampus. i just dont adore such people. (apatah lagi kalau tinggal solat fardhu) so everybody, i know im not a right person to tell this (but just because i dont wear hijab that doesnt mean i cant give advice right?) since its ramadhan yang setahun sekali je ni (which may be our last ramadhan who knows?) banyak2 kan lah beramal ;)

i almost shed my tears just now. hm. may be a good one.

this is real!

2009-08-27T13:04:00.005+05:30

i used to be a girl who'll take everything very seriously. not in the sense of jokes, but other things. like i used to be so mad when somebody (who is dearly to me of course) just leave without saying good bye. as in in the middle of sms-ing or Im-ing without considering the fact they may be having something so immediate they really got to go. and this has caused me so much trouble because due to the mood swing that i created myself, i cant focus on my studies. stupid me.

i cried buckets just because somebody (who is dearly to me of course) wish my birthday few minutes/HOURS later than others that are not so dearly to me, without considering the fact they may have their own reasons (which i cant think of any right now, haha) and this has caused me so much pain and it ruined my birthday when i can actually take it easy and just enjoy the rest of it. stupid me.

the fact that i am a planner, everything has to be done accordingly. and i expect it to happen no matter what, without thinking that sometimes certain things come unexpectedly like emergencies and all and even with plan A B C D & E, if something is not meant to be happened, it just wont. but stupid me, i go all disappointed with it even when somebody come up with another idea. i can actually just go with the flow!

and i went emotional all the way when i got to know something very important about somebody who is close to me from somewhere/somebody else and not from themselves. when they might thought that they've told me, its just them being forgetful. like come on, i forgot things too right?? pfffft!

so u see, being all negatives will never lead u to a happy life. and that was me, yeah WAS (or is? no no I'm sure WAS. haha) now that I'm a person who'll take things easy (easy doesn't mean ignore), and think about others situation as well when something unpleasant happened, had really made my life easier and HAPPIER ;))! even when they suddenly disappear, even when they ruined my birthday, even when they ditch me with my PERFECT plans, even when they dont tell me things, i'll just smile and think positive!

come to think of it, theres nothing to lose right so why crying and being mad at something unnecessarily? so ladies and gentlemen if u are someone just like me (the old me) come on make it WAS as well! and even if being positive wont make u feel any better, here's the thing. remember this charming mantra! WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND. buat baik di balas baik, buat jahat di balas jahat, easy peasy ;))

to all the cry babies in the world, CHEERS ;D

orgasmic!

2009-08-26T23:10:00.002+05:30

OK honestly people, tell me now where can i get this! i want i want i want! if u are in India, please tell me n I'll love u forever! omg look at the colour! very ORGASMIC! and this silicon cover I'm searching for is for blackberry bkn iPhone tau, in case u guys gt confused! heheh ;ppp

n if i can have all 14 colours (which comes in 1set in USA, LUCKY LUCKY people!!) i'll change my bb cover everyday before i go to college!!

n btw, im serious about finding one. SOS!

study mode-ON.

2009-08-22T15:38:00.004+05:30

everybody at Malaysia now must be busy preparing juadah berbuka puasa, but here i am sitting in front of my laptop munching my 5star chocolate. hehehe, I'll join u guys tomorrow OK ;) speaking of ramadhan! how i wish I'm at home with my family now. omg life is hard without u guys, tsk tsk ;( ok! dh dh malas lah cerita pasal kemeriahan di rumah, benci!

i just wanna let u guys know that I'm running out of time! exams are coming real soon! and I'm just ABOUT to start. don't worry this is not unusual. I'm really a last minute person and it kinda works that way. a lot of portion to be covered and i just got 15 days left! ok that's FAST!! and poooooff! I'll be in Malaysia again right after my last paper! that's the sweetest part ;))

ENDLESS i tell u!

so I'm in study mode. might rarely update my blog. wish me luck people ;)) oh and one more thing! my sleep cycle has changed now! since its ramadhan, u'll prolly see me on9 as early as 5! i guess its good for my knowledge grasping as well ;) tk cr everyone!

all the good things ;)

2009-08-21T17:34:00.004+05:30

hari ini birthday si comel saya ;)) happy birthday ibu!! semoga sihat tubuh badan (mmg sihat pun badan dia, heheh) i mean kesihatan ;p semoga masakan2 ibu bertambah kesedapannya so that if ayah dah melantak ngn kawan2 dia kt office pun still akan balik rumah utk lunch bersama (ewaahhh) sila lah perasan anda muda sbb belum 50 tahun (dia yg claim weihhhh x boleh bla! hahah!) LONG LIVE THE QUEEN ;DD love u love u love u!!

and to all muslims, selamat berpuasa! shopping sakan di bazaar ramadhan tu ingat2 lah kami di perantauan. hehehe! banyak kan beramal ok? mari sama2 kita jadi kan ramadhan kali ini lebih baik dari ramadhan yg sebelumnya. saya nk cuba khatam kan al-quran, insyAllah. doa kan saya ok! jom ramai2? ;))

2009-08-20T20:14:00.002+05:30

i got surgery test tomorrow but still haven't started anything yet. i just feel that something is missing. its just so empty ;(

3,2,1 ACTION ;DD

2009-08-18T23:11:00.007+05:30

and this to mum, heheh. im sorry ibu...alaaa still cute what? hahaha ;pp

announcement!

2009-08-18T17:33:00.004+05:30

people been asking me why do i rarely seen on9 through ym. and my answer is simple, i don't do ym anymore. oh mi god ym sucks big time mannnn!! to me at least! used to have a good relationship with it, but now naaaahhh! suka sgt buat perangai ym ni! boooo!! ha see? even ym change!!

so now I'm on skype. lets hope this one will serve me good! but stupid skype it doesn't allow apostrophe so instead of raihan.ma'mon my id is now raihan.mamon (dad ur name is surely unique!) add me in ur list, because im not sure whether i'll be using ym ever again! dont be shy, come on ;))

life is a changing process

2009-08-18T11:21:00.002+05:30

nothing is permanent but change, they said. and i agree with that. as i keep growing and observing all the things that happened around me, i see nothing but changes.

i got friends all over the world. and i know, being away from our parents somehow gives us freedom. no one will stop you from going out late at night, nobodys there to make sure u do your prayers 5times a day, no one will nag u about what u wear (they don't even know what you wear) and the list goes on. but some of us get too overwhelmed with this "freedom" and they start changing. from wearing a hijab to spaghetti strap, from praying 5times a day to living in the same house with gf/bf, from staying at home watching TV to get drunk every weekends. i used to think that drama and movie makers try to fool me when i was a kid because i don't think this thing really happen in reality life, but now i know this is REALITY.

i used to call my parents every day, but now it has changed. i used to play poke with u at facebook but now u never poke me back, it has changed. i said we are bff with my primary school girlfriends but now i don't even know where they are, that one changed too. so many things has changed. its just too many things.

but the bottom line is, its all depends on you. on me. on us. and i hope what ever changes that are going to happen after this is a good one :) nothing lasts forever i know, and I'm REALISTIC about that!

p/s: in matters of style swim with the current, in matters of principle stand like a rock!

one down two to go ;)

2009-08-17T18:39:00.002+05:30

first of all thanks to anonymous and 'izzati for recommending few recipe websites, u guys are very helpful! and second of all, look what i have done to my prawns ;)) i made it people! OMG its soooooo damn delicious u can ask safiah and hajar if u dont believe me! this is my first time cooking based on online recipes, and i got to admit its totally reliable ! u guys should try too ;)

Honey Prawn

http://www.myresipi.com/top/detail/8732

my stomach is bloating now, and my eyes are half open! but i got forensic medicine test tomorrow thanks to you honey prawn!

p/s: ok, i think i can be a good wife, BAHAHAH. ;p

bye people!

its a wet thing!

2009-08-15T16:08:00.005+05:30

i went to Russell market this morning as early as 8. since today is India's national day so its a holiday, no clinical no classes so i was supposed to wake up late. i mean its mandatory to wake up late. come on...free Saturday for people like us comes only twice a month. YES PEOPLE TWICE A MONTH. so its a kind of privilege when we get holiday like this! but unfortunately (or fortunately) having friends who are very enthusiastic in going to MARKET at this very special day as early as 8 (as if its going to be closed at 9) they really don't give me any options. pfffftttt!

Russell market is basically a place where u can get anything under one roof. but the problem is that, its quite far from our house (as far as MG road. but the different is i go to MG for TOMMY HILFIGER but RUSSELL for what, fish???) ok lets pass that! u name anything u want u'll get it. from bunga kantan, tauhu, daun kesum, serai, kerang, ketam, and whats not. being in foreign country like this its quite difficult to find all these things but thanks to Russell, our problem is solved ;)

ohh and another thing about India. people here will do what ever they can to earn money. if u are just like me who hates to lift heavy things, going to market is not a problem anymore. why? because they have "kuli" service, who will carry all the things that you bought through out. of course i have to pay the man, but at least i don't have to hurt my hands ;)

because i don't feel the heaviness of all the things that i bought (thanks to u Mr.carry man) i keep on buying things unconsciously! so lets recall my lost today.

1) return auto fare: Rs 160 (+/- Rm 16)

2) crab MEAT :Rs 300

3) BIG prawns : Rs 250

4) squid (as long as my arm, SERIOUSLY) : Rs 120

5) fish : Rs 100

6) serai tauhu bawang kentang sayur2 cili etc : Rs 250

7) Mr.carry man : Rs150 (baik nya i ;)))

so the total is Rs1330. omg i spent like my mother now! hahah! ok but the funny thing is, out of all the fresh wet things i got in my freezer, guess what i had for lunch?? ikan goreng kunyit dan ayam masak merah semalam!! i cant believe this! what happened to raihan who went like " omg sedap gila udang masak sambal ni. omg sotong ni goreng pun sedap ni. OMG ISI KETAM LAAAAAHH" this is sad. so sad. oh come on im not lazy?? i just don't know what to do with them. and now i need ibu so bad ;(

any good recipes people? please, i dont wanna keep them for too long!

where r u

2009-08-14T19:02:00.003+05:30

angel, may the one above us keep u safe. for the rest of days.

ya allah ya tuhan ku, jangan lah kau biar kan dia keseorangan apabila dia dalam kesusahan. amin.

i miss u.

drama queen

2009-08-12T22:22:00.006+05:30

i feel like i need a new hair style and kind of adore Adriana's hair at this moment.

well u know my mother really had an issue with us (me and my sisters) every time we asked her permission to cut our hair. its like girls with short hair aren't beautiful to her (come on mother??) so that's explain why i din get my hair done at malaysia. just by asking "ibu petang nnti akak nk pg gunting rambut eh?" can turn into a whole DRAMA and I'm not kidding! hopefully if i cut my hair this time (without her knowing of course) she wont halau me when I'm back for raya next month. HAHAH ;p

and for the record i think this is the shortest length i could possibly have, in order to keep my mom breathing, literally! hahaha! anyhow this is just another random things in my head right now, so I'm not sure yet whether to cut it or not. lets just wait and see ;)

what do u guys think?

can i go back again??

2009-08-11T21:37:00.004+05:30

why is everybody seems to be least concern towards H1N1 disease or disaster i would say. with number of people died increasing day by day, i think its about time for us to take action. well good enough if u already did!

to be frank I'm not much concern either. i just came back from Malaysia and all my sisters were caught up with flu and cough during my stay but i couldn't be bothered about it. all i know is to "shhhhhh!!!" them every time the cough because that's too annoying. not because of I'm worried about my health nor theirs! omg I'm terrible, hahah! well my sister went for a check up and done a blood test, don't worry shes free ;)

back to this serious issue. remember, PREVENTION IS BETTER THAN CURE, and in this contacts IGNORANCE IS NOT A BLISS!! you'll never know if its going to be u so why take the risk? but seriously we tend to take things easy because we thought we'll escape. of course sometimes we do, but not ALWAYS. SESAL DAHULU PENDAPATAN SESAL KEMUDIAN TIDAK BERGUNA! (kenapa pendapatan ek? x faham)

precautions can prevent swine flu, REALLY!

1) avoid being in overcrowding places like shopping malls, market, INDIA (hahah!)

2) cover your mouth when u cough or sneeze, stop being selfish.

3) wash your hands often with soap and water.

4) try to avoid close contact with sick people (omg i met them everday, im dying o'oo)

5) berdoa supaya sihat tubuh badan ;)

together we make the difference! ;)

wishing all of u in the pink of health! and get well soon to those who are sick.

p/s: i think u r immature and lonely. boooooyah!

finale

2009-08-07T05:00:00.005+05:30

ok finally friday is today! someone is back from somewhere, so yeayyy to that! :)) im going to KL with my family this evening for some family gathering and that means i got to pack my things now. because flight to india is on sunday and they gonna send me straight away after that. oh i hate this. how i wish i dont have to go back ;(( but what to do, as this is life for now, deal with it raihan!

looking at the bright side, this is the happiest holiday so far :). i think. got to spend time with all my loved ones in an effortless way. everything just happen without much planning, and i love things that way. spent a weekend with amal and her family before shes leaving for america. spent the whole one week with my family plus tey minus abang n ajib. but gonna meet abang at kl today. no chance to meet ajib, but its ok im coming back again this raya. looking forward for that. we miss u bro :(

do some wise shopping (ehemm ehemm), siblings day out, great foods, and whats not. all in all im satisfied with my holiday, no regrets baby no regrets ;)) so hopefully i'll be more energetic to study after this since exam is nearing. aminnnnn ;)

i think im gonna end this holiday with another dose of good food at KL (ohh it runs in the family, really) and if time allows, might be going to putrajaya for the floria and hot air balloons thingy. cant wait!

tolong ah jgn lupa diri kat amerika sarikat tu ye mak aji!

p/s: seronok weihhh tgk kt jalan raya ada kereta buatan negara. ingat kt india ada?? x dapat beb..

:D

2009-08-06T11:27:00.002+05:30

how can i not love friday right?? thank god its tomorrow! thursday thursday go away! come again another day!!

p/s: hish budak2 ims ni mmg nk kena tau! time i buat offer before balik tu nk pesan apa2 ke x buat muka sombong nak mampus mcm x perlu kan bantuan. ni bila i dh blk bersenang lenang bersama keluarga...setiap kali i on9 ada je org pesan itu ini! ha cuba ckp siapa yg gedik sekarang? ha ha? nasib baik yours truly ni mmg seorang yang baik hati kan kan kan! baik korang agree skrng kalau x bye2! hahahaha!

tik tok

2009-08-05T04:30:00.003+05:30

oh time, please dont fly this fast ;(((

p/s: rindu u lah gila!

im still excited, forgive me.

2009-07-30T10:13:00.003+05:30

maaf lah ter-blog jugak kt rumah. hahaha. sedang bermood adik beradik ni. ya allah comel2 dan handsome2 lah anak Mr.Ma'mon ni. susah lh mcm ni kan? HAHAHA :)))

oh baru 3 jam sampai rumah dah dpt satu berita baru. Aisyah my last sis the one with the bubble is currently in gymnas class. seronok dia pakai baju ketat2, skirt pendek, n ikat sanggul tinggi2! HAHAHA. beriya2 tunjuk aksi2 ganas dia kat satu rumah td.sbnrnya i pun boleh buat, tapi tak nak lah bg dia down tgk kakak dia lg hebat kan? (padahal i nk buat split pun x boleh dah, HAHAHA)

oh oh oh! as soon as my other sis open the door for me just now, ibu yang dr dapur mcm terkesima tahap x terkata tgk i muncul dpn pintu! and dia terkejut tahap menangis ok?? nampak sgt dia rindu i gila babi! ni i suka buat surprise2 ni. n call ayah kt office, dia ckp alhamdulillah weihhh tau i balik. tak rasa ke i ni sgt disayangi? HAHAHA. ok enough!

TIME FOR FAMILY NOW :)

;DD

2009-07-30T07:59:00.003+05:30

RAIHAN IS AT HOME SWEET HOME ;)

ABOUT TO EAT LUNCH PREPARED BY IBU ;)

N ABOUT TO EAT DURIAN THAT IBU KEPT FOR ME IN THE FREEZER ;)

RAIHAN IS SO DAMN HAPPY ;DDDDD

long live the QUEEN :)

2009-07-27T20:17:00.005+05:30

yeayy! one day left before i go back to malaysia, and please dont ask me how excited i am :) alhamdulillah my resedential permit renewal sttled just now, n i cant believe my dean is so kind and helpful today. FYI shes fierce like a lion, like all the times. u might wanna mengucap istigfar berdoa banyak2 before u enter her office, but today luckily, luck was on my side :) she even called the police officer, and the officer was actually waiting for me when i arrived at his office. when hundreds other foreigners had to struggle and wait for like hours to see him, i got my VVIP pass. how cool is that :)) thanks prof!

dad called this evening, reminding me to fast during nisfu shaaban. and i almost spoil the surprise of coming back home because im all excited when he mentioned nisfu shaaban is next week! u know whats that mean? that means i got to fast with them! yes! with ayah n ibu! perhaps with my other siblings if they are coming back for the weekend! n we can sort of make our own pre-ramadhan celeb. berbuka bersama2, makan makanan sedap bersama2, ohhhhh indah nya :))

ok people! see u when im back from my vacation! come on, u know i dont do blog when im home. hahaha.

p/s: today is definitely my lucky day, probably because i woke up for my subuh prayer :)

GREATEST DEAL!!!!

2009-07-21T22:16:00.007+05:30

ok i know i shouldnt have done this. i gt millions of pages of pathology to be read!! but just a quick update :)) im extremely-super-duper-happy because in one week time i'll be in MALAYSIA people!! i repeat MALAYSIA :)))) just bought my ticket just now, n everythings confirmed. and i completely understand how u feel (especially my fellow colleagues). jealous, sad, wanting to go back too, happy cause now my attendance will be just like u, and whats not. so thats why, im going to share this happiness with u people!! u cant go back? i'll bring MALAYSIA to u!!!

so heres the deal. frankly speaking, im broke. like broke broke! but still this shopping habit in me cannot resist THAT CRAZY MEGASALE happening in malaysia now. because i'll probably not going to shop that much (fhm2 je lah beli tckt last minute ni, BANKRUP i), i'll do the shopping for u! isnt that great?? i still can go CRAZZZZZYYYY hunting all the shopping malls (eventhough its ur stuff im buying) and u can have whatever u want that u CAN NEVER GET IN BANGALORE!!!!!!

contoh format:

raihan/kak raihan/adik raihan (eeeeww) yg comel *ni format wajib ayat pertama korang kena tulis* tp serious, kalau korang x tulis xnk tolong!! BAHAHAH!!

1) boleh tak tolong belikan wedge ALDO yg lilit2 sampai lutut tu, pastu studed2 tu. size 5 k? ni gambar i bg sekali. ngan duit.

2) i rasa nak pergi final exam ni nak pakai shirt topman lah. size s ok kak.raihan. ni gambar i bg sekali. ngan duit.

3) raihan!!!!! please please belikan i ada satu top zara tu size uk6. ni gambar i bg sekali. ngan duit.

4) eh ada satu perfume tu sdp gila bau. belikan kat duty free airport eh? ni i bg duit.

ok apa2 saja lah yang korang nak. TAPI MINTA MAAF, makanan2 i xterima. harap maklum. dan i mmg xnk on9 atau terima msg2 ym yg tiba2 je muncul bila i dh kt mlysia. nak mintak tlg, skrng lah masa nya!! so hurry up! while stock last (ok apahal?) hahaha. first come first serve basis :))) beberapa org bertuah je dapat! leave a comment here, or msg me at fb or my number before this friday!

ahhhhh..im too kind sometimes. but what to do? thats just me. BAHAHAHA. ok time for Mr.robbins!

lots of love,

raihan :)

2009-07-20T22:51:00.002+05:30

I ADA ENTRY BARU KAT BAWAH DEJAVU. RUGI X BACA!

dejavu

2009-07-18T13:52:00.012+05:30

i watched harry potter last night. and yeah "it-was-GOLD-CLASS-again". everything felt very similar and familiar. n i must say, im less jakun this time around ;) thats an improvement u see?? HAHA.

i really wanna make a review of 'the half blood prince' but i dont know what to write. im not trying to discourage u people but to me, its rather less magic-action (i thought hp is all about magic!), no climax, dull through out the movie (ok just a few lah yg x dull), and u'll probably go like "is that all??" when it comes to the end of the show. ok did i just discourage u to go n watch? im sorry!

thank god i din read the book (all the seven books to be precised) or else i'll be cursing the director and leave the cinema with emotional breakdown last night ( HAHAHA, ok mcm over sgt lh pulak ;p)

so my advice is, if u are a hp fan, just go n watch laaa! but dont buy gold class ticket! it wasnt that bad, but its wayy below my level of expectations. well looking at the bright side, hermione is prettier now, ron is such a cute boy and harry is mmm nerd? haha! and and and! all this negative feelings might just be me? right?? (always think positve people, ececech!)

heres few photos that i took last night. i hope at least these can ease your mind towards 'the half blood prince' :)

this is that couple seat i told you guys last week! it is HUGETS right?

and this is me! while waiting at the lounge :))

p/s: i siap bersila terlentang melunjur semua atas couch besar gedabak tu smlm (x main sgt ngan "magic buttons" dh ;p)

pp/s: harry potter and hermione are two sweet bestfriends ;) awwwwww...

italiano!

2009-07-17T14:43:00.012+05:30

i gt bored with outside food since i step into second year of my MBBS, like seriously bored. even reach a point when anybody ask me to join them to casino or ice spice or anywhere else nearby i really feel like puking just hearing the name of the restaurants. not that their food isnt tasty, i dont know how to say this. the suitable word may be JEMU JELAK ?? hahaha. and.... that is when, i started to learn how to cook and experimenting new recipes :) interesting indeed!

dont worry im not going to bore u guys with my secret recipe again. one dose per month is enough i guess! hahahah. the main puprpose of writing this:

1) sbb dh lama i x update blog

2) nk bgtau i dh bosan nk mampus mkn outside food, tp kenapa korang x???

3) sbb dh ada stalker rindu blog i ;)

4) i got a greatest offer to make, soon enough! so u guys keep urself updated! because when i said GREATEST, i mean it :))

how to make spaghetti bolognese *sorry only pictures available :)*

untuk recipe, u guys reka lah sendiri. i skrng dh mcm pro dah. xde recipe proper. main campak2 je. ewahhhh kan?? hahaha! ok! stay tune for the greatest offer i mentioned earlier ;)) time for pathology now! till then, bye2!

p/s: how can u not like me future-mother-in-law? HAHAHA!

i've got mine, how bout u?

2009-07-15T21:59:00.002+05:30

yeayyy!!! and its GOLD CLASS again ;))

finger licking good :D

2009-07-13T23:58:00.008+05:30

hye people! todays post is special because for the first time, yours truly gona reveal one of her mom's secret recipe, sotong goreng tepung ;) HAHAH! it is very simple, easy to prepare and tasty for sure, so here it goes!

bahan-bahan:
500gm sotong

4-5 biji kuning telur

tepung jagung

garam dan black pepper

cara membuatnya:

1) bersihkan sotong sebersih2 nya. tanggal kan kulit sotong dan potong mengikut size kesukaan anda. dan pasti kan sotong anda sebersih ini.

2) tos kan sotong shingga kering (ibu suruh lap sotong tu with kitchen towel to make sure its really dry and i did what she said) but i dont know whats the reason! HAHA! *kata secret recipe, ikut je lah!*

3) kemudian sediakan tepung untuk dicelup dgn sotong. kacau kuning telur bersama garam dan black pepper secukup rasa. masukkan tepung jagung sedikit demi sedikit sehingga menjadi paste seperti ini (pandai2 agak ah kan)

4) salut sotong dengan tepung, dan masuk kan dalam kuali yang minyak dah pun dipanaskan. goreng sehingga kekuning-kuningan seperti ini ;) tadaaaaa! dah siap!!

sedap di makan begitu sahaja especially while watching paris hilton BFF show! HAHAH! ok selamat mencuba :))

not-so-extreme-makeover

2009-07-12T18:50:00.015+05:30

im very tired. so u better tell me what im going to show u is nice! ahhhh rasa nk merengek sebab penat! i mmg jadi maid sejati lah tadi! i sapu bilik, i mop bilik, i bersihkan kipas (eh silap, hajar yang tolong ;p) i bukak katil guna screwdriver ok?? (HEBAT GILA RAIHAN!!), i angkat katil letak kt luar, i angkat rak buku masuk dalam. ah diam ah korang. saya penat ni!

BEFORE :l

AFTER :)

wah si gemuk! seronok nampak dapat masuk gambar?? bukan nak tolong! tau senyum je! cittttt! ok what say u? ok kan?? i dh bawak satu katil lagi letak kt luar, so sekarang i boleh lah nk skip dalam bilik (in my dream). meja study pon skrng dah letak bawah lampu, harap2 lepas ni dapat distinction! BAHAHA! all in all, sangat berpuas hati dengan usaha sendiri (dan kawan2 yg membantu). ada lah ruang sikit i nak main police entry dalam bilik bila dah keluar kan satu lagi katil tu ;)

ok akibat nak sangat save rs100, sbb kalau panggil org kerja maintainence untuk bukak katil dan angkat katil semua kena bayar kat dia (tips mam tips mam!) i dapat ini! kesian kan? nak picit boleh x?? geram tgk dia gelembung! tapi nanti sakit!! tu lah, semangat sangat i putar screwdriver tu! :(( kalau jumpa doctor dapat m.c tak korang rasa??

ok, ada alasan x pergi seminar pharmaco esok. HEHEH ;p

medically speaking u r adorable ;)

2009-07-11T22:07:00.013+05:30

they said if u wanna get rid something off your mind, get yourself busy. and i think it works ;) eventhough i skipped my last day of obstetrics and gynaecology posting (ok now i feel guilty) this morning, and hit transformers instead, it was all WORTH IT ;)

we left home as early as 11 just to make sure we dont get the heartbreaking answer "sorry mam the tickets are all sold out", since this is the second day they showing transformers. as lame as it may sound, what to do, certain country has their own policy right? some movies release early here than malysia, some just wayyyyyyyy behind any other countries. so dont blame me when i get excited!!

and for the first time of my entire life living in bangalore (baru 2tahun je, mind u. HAHAH) i went to a gold class cinema, called fame. woot woot ;) and tell u what? it was AWESOME!! i was actually enjoying myself more than the movie at first. i keep on pushing the automatic buttons at the side of the couch. yeah u heard me. HUGE COUCH. with pillows and blanket. with waiters taking orders n all ;) i was amazed, and looked like this.

look how huge the couch is! im just quarter the size! and look at those automatic buttons! that can keep u front n back, that can lift ur leg up n down, mannnn i cant stop playing for the first five minutes! hahaha! and and the best part is, my leg cant even touch the ground (because the couch is huge, not because im short!) this is more than comfortable ;))

im not concetrating on the movie seriously, until i found out that theres someone very familiar! i strain my eyes very hard trying to recognize him, and went like "OMG is that JOSH DUHAMEL????" and he is josh duhamel! why theres nobody told me hes in the movie? why? i would have watched it yesterday if i knew! (exaggerating ;p) HAHAH.

ok theres no use of making a review of transformers here right? semua org pun dh tengok. even watching it for the third times now. pffffffttt. i never like to watch this kind of movie, more into romance kind of stuff, but this one, really caught me ;) REALLY. and im going to hit fame again for harry potter on the 16th ;)) and i highly recommend gold class cinema for a gold class movie to all of u!

p/s:another busy day for me tomorrow, and will update about that later!

pp/s: i shopped quite a lot just now! and im going to fast the whole next week! *GULPPPPPP*

ppp/s: the couple seat is the HUGEST! *wink wink*

my first video!! ;))

2009-07-10T01:25:00.005+05:30

HOW TO USE A CHOPSTICK. (but please, dont jump ;p)

ladies and gentleman...presenting..yours truly first video ever!! hahah! sebagai permulaan bagi lah i yg appear dulu ok? next time i upload lah video2 yg lebih menarik ;)) video ini adalah hasil daripada masa yang terluang bila mata masih x ngantuk tapi its already pass my bedtime! so, enjoy!!! ;)) ohhhh i rasa rambut i dah panjang lah!! nak potong rambut boleh??

credit to safiah ;) (harus lah lurus bendul saya ni, dia suruh lompat, saya lompat! HAHAHA)

enough is enough

2009-07-08T20:39:00.011+05:30

cant believe im all grown up now! and i am so proud of myself i manage to settle everything on my own! i pay my own bills, i deal with the bank manager on my own, i buy chicken on my own (bukan yg dkt supermarket ok?), i change my toilet bulb on my own, i fight with the auto driver on my own (ni paling hebat), i send clothes for stitching on my own, ok enough said im a grown up girl. comparing with those days when i used to be so dependant on my parents n brothers, i can pretty much say i turn out GOOD :)

saya dah bayar semua bil2 dan sewa rumah, dah shopping barang2 rumah,ayam bawang beras semua untuk bulan ni, dan rasa sangat dewasa dan lega ;) sekarang duit yang ada boleh lah buat shopping (oooops) eh silap buat simpanan untuk hari susah. ecececeh ;p tapi sebenarnya saya dah shopping untuk diri sendiri jugak bulan ni. so enough is enough raihan!!

ok tgk balik gambar2 ni, rasa mcm diri sendiri ialah seorang yg cacat. tapi tak pe lah saya maaf kan diri sendiri sbb MEMANG DAH LAMA X SHOPPING OK?? and just now i send a parcel to my lovely buyer, and going to hit western union soon to claim my money. oh duit lagi~~ indah nya ;))) but for sure that money will go straight away into i-need-money-for-europe fund!

THANKS TO ALL BUYERS. BECAUSE OF U MY DREAM TO GO TO EUROPE IS ONE STEP CLOSER. CHEERSSSS ;)

look what i've got ;)

2009-07-07T00:34:00.008+05:30

i got my cupcakes today!! specially made by k.jenn ;) cant u see how cute it is? sayang tau i nk gigit rama2 tu tadi! HAHAHA! and and and cupcake ni sedaaaaaap! betul x tipu! the price is Rs.135 for 5cupcakes. tho i think its a lil expensive but considering the fact that all the ingredients are imported from malaysia (thats what i heard) and made by malaysian (kurang lah sikit chance nk dpt diarrhea atau enteric fever atau typhoid ke kan) i dont mind paying ;) all in all im SATISFIED and sure gonna be a regular customer. THANKS A LOT K.JENN ;))

another thing! look what i've found at my doorstep after i came back from dinner just now! hahahaha. i ada secret admirer laaaa ;))) suka buat surprise mcm ni tau! terharu i! the flower is still fresh, i thought this dedication was for yesterday? anyway THANKS u !! really appreciate it :)

one last thing that i've got today! anonymous yang suka gila stalk hidup i tu dh datang balik you all. yang ni pun i terharu ;)) tak sangka dia minat sangat ngan life i. comment2 i semua dia nak baca. awwwww...kita jumpa hari2 kt college kenapa x nk ckp depan2? alalalala malu la tu kan? xpe, i yakin satu hari nanti u'll find a life that is not as pathetic as now ;) u pun kena yakin tau! THANKS FOR BEING MY LOYAL READER. im touched!

ok! masa untuk tidur! selamat malam semua ;D

happy 4th of july.

2009-07-05T12:51:00.003+05:30

ok i know im not a citizen of america! i just wanted to change my layout because i got bored with the previous one already, so i browsed and i found this! nice isnt it? i purposely choose this one out of hundreds other layouts because i wanted to give some support/courage/whatever u call that to amal who is currently counting days to go to this XoXo land! HAHAHA.

p/s: dont miss home (OR ME) too much once u are there ok?? ;ppp

im a woman ;))

2009-07-04T22:51:00.007+05:30

and FINALLY i got to be myself again after only-god-knows-how-long! and mannn it felt so good! but this time its a lil different. i din go to the usual shops today. instead i went to this one complex, not so popular but still situated at brigade road (google google!) looking for nothing in particular, just enter any shop that caught my eyes.

and guess which shop got my most attention? bags? shoes? dresses? nope! its jewellery shop people! not kedai emas like poh kong or habibs tu, but jewellery shops yg jual stones n all. haaaaa ;)) i entered almost 3 jewellery shops kot?? i knowwww! what is wrong with me right?? like so mummy-ish. but i think im falling in love with those already. so its too late to wake me up now ;p

i saw this one bracelet (which i cant afford OBVIOUSLY) and went like "omg thats gorgeoussss" and start dreaming of having one rich husband (or boyfriend, ehemm3!) who can buy that bracelet for me as anniversary present or something, as soon as the bracelet touches my skin. but looking at the price tag? it really turns me off! why la so expensive??? i slowly put it back and start looking at things that i can at least buy! thats diasappointing anyway ;(

since im not (NEVER) a big fan of gold, i think this stone2 (mind u diamonds are stone too ;pp)thingy are suitable for myself. its nice, not as typical as gold chain (yucksss), chique, can be very colourful; ruby, topaz, sapphire, emerald,....*sighhh* how can i not like this? right?

ok enough about the bracelet-that-i-cannot-afford-for-now tu kan! being realistic me, i din waste my time admiring something that i couldnt have, so i moved on to something that i possibly could have! the pendant ;)) i put the one that i adore so much on hold, and im going to get that next week. cant u see IM A WOMAN NOW ;p

p/s: i actually bought a bag too today. oooooppppss ;D

screw u!

2009-07-04T12:27:00.004+05:30

from, Mohamad Sufian
Menu hari ini:

Appetizer: DURIAN. HAHA

Main Menu:Siakap sweet sour & Kankong goreng belacan. (tau2 je la ibu masak..Ya Allah sedap nye raihan - ayat ajib)

Lastly: ade la pulut durian ckit siap ble hanta gie umh atuk petang nanti.

Main Objective: betapa melambak nye durian kat umh. HUAHAHAHA

p/s: MEMANG SERONOK DAPAT ABANG2 YANG SUPPORTIVE MCM NI!! waaaaaa ;(((

DANGEROUSLY IN LOVE!

2009-07-03T12:23:00.011+05:30

wah wah! semakin malas nampak nya raihan update blog dia kan? peminat2 ku sekalian, jangan hampa dan putus harapan ok? i ada je, cuma i busy lah lately ni..serious x tipu! lepas satu satu. masa minggu sukan hari tu, haruslah semua homework i, i campak tepi kan? bila habis je hujung minggu dan class start balik monday tu, nah! amek kau! homework BERTIMBUN2! bengkak2 jari i tulis x henti2!

nasib baik assignment pharmaco therapeutic dah submit rabu lepas! lega gila! then i malas lah nk tangguh2 homework lagi kan? i gagah gila teruskan perjuangan buat forensic medicine pulak! ni pun bengkak2 jari! minggu lepas dia org bagi 50 gambar, this week 50 lagi. so siapa2 yg x start buat lagi tu, 100 gambar weihhh korang kena tulis (i dah siap. yeay!!) oh oh, terasa nk tunjuk lah satu dua gambar forensic tu kat sini. peminat2 i nk tgk x?? nk lah nk lah! ah x kira nk tunjuk jugak. this might be offensive *jangan pengsan ok?*

ha i kena gunting gambar tu, tampal dalam record book, salin caption dia pulak. phfewwwwh! penat ok? i ada lg 97 gambar nk tunjuk. siapa2 berminat email lh i ok? (ohhh psycho nye aku).

omg omg! hari ni 3 july kot?? kenapa mara x masuk2 kan duit lagi ni?? grrrr. dah dua hari i x makan tau. dah 2bulan i tak shopping tau (ooops!) hahaha. i dh buat keputusan! i nk shopping jugak minggu ni! i dah x tahan ok? tapi i risau ni, takut i xdpt kawal diri. ya allah ya tuhan ku, bantu lah aku ;))

esok i dapat cupcakes dr k.jenn. harap2 sedap! nnti i buat review pasal cupcakes tu bila i dh rasa ok?? oh oh! i nk ckp lagi satu benda je! i minat gilaaaaaaaa lah kat nast-y tu! korang kenal x? mesti lah kan? i rasa kalau i berangan kawin ngn abu ni, lagi realistic kot dr i berangan kawin ngn ezra miller kan? i sanggup tau x tido sampai pukul 3 pagi layan GHOST tu! sbb nak tgk farouk je sbnrnya! kacak kacak kacak comel ;))

mesti lah yg kiri kan??

short storiesssssss

2009-06-29T23:09:00.012+05:30

ok i know how long it has been since i last updated my blog. trust me last week was one hectic week! and now, i got PLENTY of stories to tell! so let me do it in chronological order ok? i hope u guys dont yawn half way because when i said PLENTY, i mean it!!

1) im married!

ladies night was ages ago actually, but i still want to tell about it! many other activities were done that night, but the most happening part was fashion runway! and i was the bride representing my batch. congrats to our juniors, u guys really derserved the firts place! it was really an AWESOME runway u guys did! keep it up ladies! ;))

will u marry me? yes you!

2) what is wrong with me???

i got admitted last week because of viral exanthamatous fever. but Dr.manohar (that super senior surgeon that i adore so much if u guys remember) apparently did not satisfied with that diagnosis made by ramaiah's doctor. so he asked me to go for ultrasound and do FNAC (fine needle aspiration cytology) because all my lymph nodes are enlarged ( submental, cervical, axillary, femoral). i've got no issues with ultrasound because it wont cost me any pain right? but FNAC???? (non medical people please google yourself, im sorry it will be more than PLENTY if i start explaining here) so i did ultrasound few days back and everything was fine,its just that my lymph nodes were seriously enlarged, in fact till this very moment! and thank GOD the doctor who is responsible to do the FNAC wasnt available that day, so i escaped! and now i keep on pressing my enlraged lymph nodes hoping that it will disappear so that i dont have to go through that PAINFUL (i guess) FNAC!

few days before i was admitted. cheerful and healthy! (and cute ;p)

3) once a cheerleader, always a cheerleader ;)

we had our first official sports day of IMS (international medical school) the whole last week. i din participate in any of the games, but i think i contributed something to my batch by cheering my ass out for them!! HAHAH! thanks to those who turun padang to support our batch ;) it was awesome! all three batches supersenior, us, and superjunior were very sporting and eventhough we were enemies in field (which is so normal lah kan? nama pun match!) i think that shows how full of spirit we are! and that was nice! :) congrats to those who won, and lets try again next year to those who lose. all in all this year sports day was an awesone success. GOOD JOB EVERYONE :)))

i miss my cheerleading team!

me and piya ;)

the supporters :))

nothing taste better than VICTORY ;)

4) Rs.1800 per person!

OMG I LOVE BUSINESS! to tell u the truth, i was tired like hell preparing the menus for our stall during the closing ceremony of our sports day on sunday. but the outcome of it? TOTALLY SATISFYING! dengan bermodal kan Rs.500 seorang, kami dapat Rs.1800 in return! and now im thinking of buying a new shoes this weekend! hahaha ;p we sell aiskrim malaysia, cupcakes, hotdogs, fries, dadih, float, and air tersejuk di jalahalli (pepsi and mirinda) ;)) terima kasih kepada semua pembeli yg sudi membeli dan juga yang DIPAKSA membeli. hahaha! i was shouting like one pasar malam makcik (seriously) but who cares kan. oh and now im on again for saree business and i will post all the orders this month, so to those who still havent made their order yet, HURRY UP!

only few left! woot woot :)

the cupcakes!

the cute-makcik-pasar-malam ;p

5) janet jackson is a hindu???

lets not talk about the shocking death of michael jackson here. im sure u guys got more information than me on that. i had this one long conversation with someone just now and of course MJ issue is one our main topics. we discussed (cehhh serious gila, HAHAH) about his religion. some said he already is a muslim but some still confused. and this someone told me that MJ and his brother are muslim, but janet jackson is a hindu. and i actually PERCAYA with the satement that janet jackson is a hindu! screwwwww u! haha! i got this picture in mind, that they are indians. where got!! what the hell was i thinking! ok enough. REST IN PEACE MJ.

p/s: i've warned u! *yawnnnnnnn*

distract me. NOW!

2009-06-25T16:17:00.002+05:30

gambar hiasan semata2.

harus kah saya terus menyimpan duit untuk ke eropah? atau guna kan sahaja duit itu dan pergi membeli-belah as if theres no tomorrow??

*serious iman tengah goyah ni!! HELP!!!*

im back!

2009-06-23T17:11:00.010+05:30

i was admitted in the hospital for 3days. and i've been diagnosed of suffering from VIRAL EXANTHEMATOUS FEVER (dont ask me what disease is that, because this is my first time hearing it too! so GOOGLE it yourself) i dont think i'll do much writing this time, i just got back from the hospital, so just scroll down and enjoy the pictures.

rashes on my arm and elbow. this is just the beginning of it, i was too weak to even lift my bb when it started to get worst,

same symptom.

in the emergency room, before i was transferred to my ward, 310.

room:310

naturally-ill-face ( saya x buat2 ok!)

rashes all over my face, my nose, my ears, my eyes. OK ALL OVER.

ouchhhhh!

one of the prescriptions. i got another 3. u dont want to see.

but im ok now, hail and healthy (i guess). trust me, dont gt sick. it was HORRIBLE.

beware. especially if u own a blackberry! ;p

2009-06-16T17:34:00.005+05:30

thats it! i've learned my lesson today! never leave your valuable things in unsecure place, because no one will be responsible for any lost! and i admit this is totally my fault. how can i leave my purse in an empty room, with anonymous cleaners and workers here and there while we were having our practicles in the lab? (im not picturing any of my friends in this situation, so lets just hope my picturing is right)

i withdraw some amount of money (not to be mentioned how much, but obviously if its just few hundreds i wont make such a big fuss here) during my lunch time with safiyah. thought of having a coffee from coffee day but i stop myself because i dont want to spend my money unnecessarily. so instead, i just had a glass of juice which cost me only rs13. next we went to recharge our phone, thought of buying a calling card rs561, but i stop myself again because i dont really need it for now.

if i knew that my money is going to be steel, i would have spent the most of it just now! i would have ordered one iced eskimo added with whipped cream, ice cream and chocolate sauce! i would have recharge with rs333, and buy that rs561 calling card! or i would have went to MG road to grab a pair of shoes!! pffffft. if only i knew. *sighhhhh* but its ok, its ok. may be god wanted to give more than this. lets just hope!

cant u see how innocent this girl is? cant u see how poor she is? she dont have money ok?? she wants to go to europe!!!! screwwwwwwwww u!

and the best part is, she/he left few rupees for me. may be for my auto fare to go back home! THANK u so much. now, i declare myself broke! so dont ask why if i suddenly ask you to pay back my 5rupees that u owe me! hahahah! blame that she/he!

i hope fellow friends, u learn a lesson too from my incidence. i feel like crying actually, but its ok its ok!! NEVER LEAVE YOUR VALUABLE THINGS (espceially if u own a blackberry, hahaha!) INSIDE THAT PREPARATION ROOM! and do not call me skema if u see me bring all my stuffs inside the lab because everythings mine is VALUABLE ;)) and we will never realized how valuable something is until its gone right? i experienced this first hand baybehhh. u better listen to me!

p/s: abang, may be this time u can call ayah pulak to read along with u! IM SERIOUS! hahaha ;p

dont burp!

2009-06-14T15:28:00.006+05:30

one of the reason why i hate to be away from home (malaysia) is this! not just durian, in fact all our local fruits are EXPENSIVE here. and thats annoying! if one kilo of mangosteen can cost u around rs200 (Rm17), im not dare to ask how much do i have to pay for sebiji durian (which OBVIOUSLY will be more than 1kg)

and even if its not about money, i seriously dont know how to choose a good durian. my dad on the other hand is a pro! never in my life tasted a bad durian, because ayah will bring home nothing but the best! seriously. even my uncles and aunties asked him for the tips several times! *sighhhh* ok now i miss him ;(

oh god another MAIN reason! i do not know how to open the durian! huhhhhh! which again, i need my dad or my brothers to do that for me. not because i am gedik but i CANT! i've tried ok?? if u are a girl and u can open the durian yourself, i SALUTE u madame moiselle :))

and the best part is, it will be more fun if every members of the family gather around and laugh and talk and tease each other while enjoying our own durian festival at home. *sigh again* so in conclusion, i need a lil extra money, i need dad to choose nice durian, i need abang or ajib to open the durian for me, and i need mom, tey, eja and aisyah to enjoy it with me! thats totally equal to MALAYSIA! pffffffftt!

so! enjoy yourself stuffing your tummy with that super yummy durian while u still can, lucky people!! *amal u wait for your turn!!) and remember me sometimes ok! :))

p/s: if you are a malay, and u said u dont eat durian because of the smell, GO KILL YOURSELF now!

calon menantu ;)

2009-06-13T20:48:00.007+05:30

(i swear the motif of writing this is just to show me sewing. AT FIRST)

could u please call your mom and make her read this? like just for once?? im sure what shes searching for all this while will end tonight! seriously. ( mood: self-boosting time ;D )

kehadapan bakal ibu mertua ku ;))

1) assalamualaikum auntie *senyum malu2* kalau auntie rasa nak cari menantu yang sopan santun ala2 fasha sandha dalam cerita natasha tu (ok wth), rupa paras yg sedap mata memandang (ehemm3) , pekerjaan ok-ok lah seperti doktor (insyallah), saya jamin! auntie dah jumpa orang nya! ;))

no no auntie, ni bukan fasha sndha. ni lah calon menantu tu. (belah kiri tau ;D)

2) auntie jangan risau, kalau auntie datang rumah kami nanti xde lah saya jadi menantu yg order dominos pizza je, atau pun bawak keluar makan xsudah2 (ingat seronok ah??) . bukan sahaja pandai masak masakan2 kampung seperti ayam lemak cili api, sambal belacan, asam pedas, ayam masak merah (tey kau diam!!) dan sebagainya, saya juga handal menyediakan makanan ringan seperti karipap, pudding, dan cekodok pisang (perlu ke???)

3) cucu2 auntie nanti ada lah sangat bertuah, dan tidur2 malam auntie (dan uncle) x kan terganggu bila kami sekeluarga datang melawat di hujung2 minggu. kerana suara saya yang ala2 leona lewis ni akan membuat cucu2 auntie (anak2 saya yang comel seperti ibu nya tu) tidur sekelip mata dengan dodoian merdu saya ini. paling lama pun 5minit! saya janji!

4) well what more can i say auntie, memang pilihan yang tepat! kerana apa? kerana saya juga pandai menjahit!! (memang package lengkap kan auntie ;D)

ohhh cute kan saya bila menjahit auntie? i know :)

5) oh oh oh!! lupa nak bgtau auntie! saya sgt pengemas, basuh baju, iron baju semua saya boleh buat. so anak auntie di jamin akan dijaga dengan rapi. awwwwww ;))

6) tapi auntie kena isi borang dulu, jangan bergaduh pulak dgn auntie2 lain kalau jumpa kat pasar sebab saya pilih dia sebagai bakal ibu mertua ok? (bahahah!)

p/s: siapa suruh kau baca. aku suruh mak kau yg baca.
pp/s: hanya untuk auntie2 yang anak nya kacak seperti ezra miller sahaja. cuba lagi.

note-to-myself: cukup2 lah obsess ngan FASHA SANDHA! bahahahah ;ppp

im in love :)

2009-06-12T20:53:00.009+05:30

if u are wondering whos this guy because his cute face is sort of being covered with his cute hair and u people busy admiring how cute he swayed his body, with that cute bear-printed tshirt he wore until u lose your main focus to guess who he is, then let me just tell u. this is ezra miller, my new love *ok wtf* his character in royal pains is wayyyy too charming weihhhh. serious! ohh and for the record, royal pains is another tv series u dont wanna miss! (why are u still reading??? go download that now!!) come on, dont u feel tired to be the one left behind, and started to talk all over it when everybodys settling down already?

p/s: DO NOT google ezra miller! google cannot be trusted nowadays!

fasha sandha!

2009-06-11T20:01:00.005+05:30

kamu semua nampak tak kaki ini seperti dimiliki oleh seorang atlet?? hishh..apa lah raihan tanya soalan x relevan mcm ni kan? OBVIOUS sangat ni kaki atlet. durhhhh. dah, jom ikut dia buat marathon!

1) the uninvited
2) fired up
3) 9 september (gila ah raihan!! fasha sandha tu)
4) wanted
5) the omen
*macam xde class kan kau esok raihan????*

wahhh boleh ke nak marathon ni? dah penat main (tengok) bola tampar tadi, harus lah tertidur sebelum sempat tgk 9september (fasha sandha weihhhh kena gak tgk. HAHA). dah jangan banyak cakap! ayuh ;DD

bedazzle ;)

2009-06-11T16:50:00.004+05:30

hye kawan2!!! saya baru je habis ujian mikrobiologi!! gila kental saya pergi jawab tanpa persediaan yang rapi kali ni! (selama ni pun x rapi sebenarnya, HAHAH ;p) nanti kan entri2 yang lebih menarik ok ;))

MERDEKA!!!!

*hanya untuk minggu ini*

p/s: saya rasa nak bedazzle kan bb saya lh! apa kata? hahaha ;p

million dollar baby ;D

2009-06-07T15:36:00.008+05:30

ok im sorry i abundant u. here i am back again ;) i know i told u i need a week or two for blog-holidays, but i miss to blog more than u miss to read my writings *bahahaha!* three days break is enough i guess ;) so! lets talk about something FUN today! money ;DD

do you know how much it cost to become a doctor? money speaking, mara spent half a million per student for MBBS here in bangalore *i dnt knw about other countries* so technically i can call myself 'a million dollar baby'. hahaha ;p but lets see on the other side, what this course has turned me into!

1) a cute monster when stress not undercontrol! *tey im cuter than u ;p* hahaha. no no, go to the next one please!
2) i lost my NORMAL vision. i know i shouldnt blame MBBS alone, but for sure its one of the factors right?? *if u think i wear glass just to look like u?? DREAM ON honeyyy*
3) i've started to miss all family events! weddings, whats next whats next. *blurghhhhh*
4) i NEVER had long holidays like u guys do! the longest is two weeks n a half!
5)all the endless tests,seminars,tutorials,exams. i know u people facing the same things, but trust me, u cant beat us.
6) lets see in coming years this list will be endless too. *oh godddddddd im scared*

im not here to nag about so many things. i just feel that later on, we deserve what we deserved ;) i heard one of my mom's friend told her that we are going to be paid RM6,000 as a medical officer (MO) after we finished our housemanship!*i can start imaganing myself in my bmw now,hahah!* then bukak clinic sendiri, how about RM15,000 for a start? plus husband's income, oh money money money ;) *i am materialistic, havnt u heard? bahaha!*

but no matter how fancy it me sound, money really cant buy all the times that we missed in life right? and its not as easy as ABC to achieved that. so! let us all try our best to become one successful person in our own field no matter how hard it takes :)

p/s: if money can motivate u, i dont see anything wrong with that.

serious damage!

2009-06-04T03:13:00.002+05:30

its 3.10am and im still wide awake, unusual. i've settled down since 1230, with lights off and blanket on. but i couldnt sleep. now here i am, gt up from my bed, turn on my laptop again, blogging. something is really bugging me, thats for sure.

status: faith-breakdown.
mood: speechless
scale of 1-10: possibly 10.

i may not update my blog in a week or two. sort of need a long vacation. we'll see how. *so stop checking on me stalker*

p/s: how can u be so ignorant? i wonder.

M.A.N.G.O

2009-06-03T17:13:00.006+05:30

im letting go my MNG barcelona to preloved collections *bt i know everybody owns one right* so i decided to just sell it to any bundle shop later on. im actually sorting out my preloved stuffs *not to say unwanted* from time to time and will get it fly back to malaysia soon enough ;) *thanx to fedex..not MAS* ayah im hinting you!!!! hahahah ;p

another story of mango! im actually craving for kerabu mangga, but since the fish sauce available in the nearest store is only the BIGGEST one *i just need few drops* i think i'll make it some other times, or may be i should just wait until someone make it for me *hinting hinting ;p* hahaha! so dengan mangga muda tu, berbekal kan garam dan gula yang mmg dh ada di rumah, saya buat jeruk mangga ;) sedap ohhhhhh~ masam2 manis, sejuk nak mampus! nyammm2 ;) dan MNG india ni pun dah let go satu balang to safiah ;)

p/s: react as people your AGE should react. stop being immature.

kerana aku, kau, kita, MANUSIA.

2009-06-02T21:58:00.004+05:30

tak perlu terpekik2 mengaku benci. aku benci orang talam dua muka. aku benci orang kutuk belakang. aku benci orang sibuk hal orang. kerana aku, kau, kita sama2 pernah melakukannya. jangan cuba yakin kan aku yang kau lain, kerana aku menyaksikannya dengan mata kepala aku sendiri. kerana aku menyaksikan betapa talam dua muka nya kau, betapa kau kutuk dia di belakangnya, betapa kau paling juara ambil tau hal orang. mungkin kau juga pernah melihat aku melakukan perkara yang sama. kerana aku, kau, kita, MANUSIA.

kadang2 aku pelik. kadang2 aku terfikir. kenapa? kenapa orang yang baik2, yang wajar terpekik2 mengaku benci tidak pernah pula memekik? tetapi mereka yang sedar, yang tahu mereka salah seorang dari MANUSIA yang tidak pernah terlepas dari melakukan perkara itu yang menjerit beriya2. tapi kini aku tahu jawapannya. mereka benci akan diri mereka sendiri. kerana mereka juga melakukannya.dan itulah yang membezakan antara kita dan orang baik2.aku yakin dengan itu.

jangan risau, aku letak diri aku juga dalam situasi ini. kerana aku sedar, aku juga MANUSIA. sekarang barulah terbuka luas pemahaman aku tentang MANUSIA2 lain di sekeliling aku. sekarang barulah aku tahu siapa kamu. dan aku tujukan ini untuk aku, kau, kita, MANUSIA.

p/s: mood ayat2 novel sebelum memulakan pembacaan stephenie meyer ;p

new moon

2009-06-02T11:51:00.007+05:30

i am never a big fan of vampires before, until i made myself watched the twilight movie. when amal first bought the book long time back, and told me that its basically about vampires i went like "omg what so boringgggg" and kind of ignore her. hahaha! may be because theres a twist of romance and that super-charming-edward in the movie, change my perspection towards vampires now ;))) i borrowed her twilight and new moon, bring it back to india, UNTOUCHED *ok few pages je baca* thank god im not over-kemaruk-edward that time *i was thinking of bringing all 4 here* or else i would have wasted few kgs just for the books! anyway, its an official thriller of new moon, the link i gave u. go check out yourself :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJ9afRgToxE

p/s: i'll find some times to spend with u edward. i will. *harap2 x addicted mcm nadia ;p*